guys i've changed blog. http://boeycheesiong.blogspot.com

REST IN PEACE

alright, i think i'll start a new blog on the day(march16) i enrol into SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC, which means by then im officially a student of SP.

oh, and i hope i faster get my laptop cause i want to keep all my photos in it! my sister's laptop is full of games-.- too full that the harddisk is left with a single digit GB only -.- imagine not all my photos are with me, some are with hc's camera and all. i need to buy an external hard drive~ or mayb a 8/16GB thumbdrive for my pictures and musics(maybe)

well for now, i let this blog rest in peace (;

alright, ain't gna write out everything about what happened at the chalet. just briefly the fun part~

reached the chalet and was raining~ what a day, it's my birthday leh! well luckily the rain stopped just in time for us to start our bbq (;

my mum
my dad
my sis
baby
hongchiong
jeremy
boonhong
joshua
jiechoong
minghong
jiahao
colin
yunkwang
shijie
jianhuang
yuchang
weiyao

were here to celebrate my birthday for me, thanks guys!
baby bought cheesecake, MY FAVORITE!
cut cake and received 1 present. SGG huiqi and baby gave me my b'day present alr. and guess what present i got during my celebration, it's from yunkwang colin boonhong and they bought me a G-STRING! -.- forced to wear, well i did but too bad for those not focusing, so they missed the 1sec chance to see it =x

jianhuang yuchang weiyao and shijie went home in the late night after cutting cake and all (;

2nd day, woke up and there's no milk, everybody is lazy to go and buy the milk. so while waiting for huishin farhanah joyce to come, we called them to buy the milk. well when they reached, we're all excited about going to wild wild wet, so we didn't eat the cereals.

at wild wild wet, 1st stop we went into the shiok river and came out of it at the slide up. woot it was like we're gna fly out man! too the ride with hongchiong and we're so close to the edge -.-

next was the slides. if im not wrong it's called ulah whatever, took that ride many times, and everytime we reached the bottom, RUSH TO THE PLAYGROUND! that big big bucket of water is pouring down! lol we're kinda lame, cause we repeated the sequence quite a number of times~ haha

back to chalet, some went to bath, some not. baby's sis & bro reached. just when we're gna start the fire of the bbq, it started to drizzle. but it didn last long (;
bbq started, amy meiyin jeslyn and baby's mother joined in later in the evening. ate and all, they planned to 'surprise' baby. HAHA baby was still asking us to bring the table our to put the cake like my birthday the previous day. HAHA! well actually they had brought the cake to the room long ago. bendan baby!
baby received lots of present, well all is decent=x
drank absolute vodka
this time drank 5 cups of raw. omg so shiok, was abit drunk. other 3 that drank 5cups of raw like me is jiahao colin yunkwang. lol they're so drunk, some others were drunk too.

woke up the next day, cleaned up and went home.
thats all for my great birthday chalet i had!

going to work later on, at 4.30pm
now i'm gna pack my room a lil cause it's really fuckup messy.
byebye~

i'm awaiting to see what present i've got!

if im lucky i'll get what i want =D

CHALET!

For those that are coming for both days or are staying over at the chalet, please bring along $20. While those only coming for one of the day, please bring along $10. the money is for the food, Thank You (;

BRING PRESENT FOR ME AH! =X

this is what is gna be like at the chalet.

day 1
check in ;)
relac relac
eat steamboat.
my b'day celebration, cut cake =D

day 2
eat breakfast
WWW
bbq
baby's b'day celebration, cut cake =D

day 3
pack up
check out ;(


this is briefly about what is gna happen (;

sorry but i won't be coming to this blog for awhile, busy. just came by to update this so those that received the message that baby sent will see this (;

those coming for both night please bring along $20 bucks if possible, if you're only coming for 1 night just bring $10 can alr (; and also, sorry but to say you cant stay overnight cause it'll be too over crowded.

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO ME!

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! 26 FEBRUARY

I DON'T KNOW

idk idk idk.
just f*cking reply sms please.
fuck.

ohoh~

baby's gna be angry with me when she sees the time i post this or the time i tag at her tagboard.

suppose to be asleep by 11plus, but i just cant get to sleep until i finish watching the match between lakers and cavaliers. ;p

now im seriously going to sleep alr, sorry baby.
please understand my urge to watch the game is like your urge to watch lil nonya last time! ;p

goodnight!

SICK

everybody is sick, almost.
after baby's going to recover, now's my turn-.-
later still got work, and im feeling so sucky now. if i cant find replacement then i'll have to go to work later. well hope i can find a replacement because i don't want myself to go work when i'm sick and then my running nose drip the disgusting milkers on the dishes infront of the guest and then i'll be dead !
but i want the money ;x

ohya hongchiong if you happened to see this, AJISEN had given us the pay alr!

okay la, i'm gna buy something to eat now. byebye(;

oh anw, take care people. drink more water and herbal tea!

not useful.

all around me is suffering and i just can't do anything. i don't know what i can do, i just feel so . .
i'm stupid.

hope..

been working nowadays, not time to blog.
work at shang was getting better each day. learning more and more things, getting the hang of everything. it's a good experience for me (;

baby's still sick ); i hope she get well soon. i want her to get well soon! after baby get well, she had to work 7 days after she tender her resignation. hopefully those people doesn't bully my darling during this 7 days.

just now saw a notice. this coming saturday there's training for all staffs-.- 3pm good thing is at least when hc and all go for interview, there's something for us to do while waiting. bad thing is, heard it's conducted by alvin, and we don't know what time will it end. scarly till very late, so much later then hongchiong they all then in the end they have to wait for us instead~

my comp is officially dead. fucking crash everytime when it's at the loading screen.
should i bring it to reformat or what? will it solve the problem? if not it's gna cost much more to repair it -.- hope reformatting the comp works. any lobang to fix comp tell me! get me some discount please~ as im supporting myself now. and everybody know that poly student have to use adult fare since the start of 1st february, i already have to top up $20 just for this 5days! thankfully there's shuttle bus to work, imagine if there isn't, how much more do i have to spent on travels. yesterday i saw the news, there's a lady which idk is minister or what spoke and said that poly student's travel fares should be decreased due to recession and the economy. it's gna be fucking great if it turns out that poly student's fare will be decreased! WOOT!

alright, shall stop here now. bullshit somemore i won't be sleeping alr. tmr they want to go NIKE SALES at EXPO. im not going because i'm kinda 'ADIDAS GUY', ya so~ haha. mayb i'll find my basketball shoe on9 and get the model so i can tell mrlim, or i should say tell clement about the shoe model so i can de the 40% discount for the shoe as we're gna start the OLD BOYS TEAM soon! can't wait!!

well then, goodnight people and HAPPY CHINESE 牛(bull) YEAR!! (;

10th month.

baby's sick, so so so so sick. what can i do to make her recover? sigh. it's our tenth month and she's so sick that i can't do anything );
all i wish now is just for baby to recover asap. sigh, it hurts me to see her like that. fever over 40degrees, talking with sounds that cant be heard.
sigh

my 1st ever dream come true

MOE: BOEY CHEE SIONG, you are posted to S'PORE POLY, AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING (S88) under 2009 JAE.

seriously, im quite lazy to blog.
just some captions and abit of explanation and the rest i'll let the picture tell you what happened (;




we're actually preparing to go to work.

snapshots by colin.


we're done! gna start work now! excited! ;x

met jy and we went to gloria jeans's coffee after we book seats at NewYokNewYork(citi link) and we got this nike thing, so we orderd drinks and played with it to kill some time. by this time, shijie edmond colin jeremy and myself were there.




the product of the birthday boy!

i made this!
reached newyorknewyork with everybody. two seperated tables.


here's everyone! set timer to take this photo.

it's always good to have someone take for us (; the staff offered to take the photo for us. thankyou!
hehe, we ordered the yankee burger as a 'birthday cake' for jeremy! who ever had this kind of cake before?!?!

unglam ;x





we should wear like this more often. it looks GREAT! (both jy and colin thinks it's great too!)





well, later going to work at ajisen. so unwilling to work there. keep change timing. today last day, ENDURE!

im really broke now. if only i can find a $50 note on the ground =x

waiting for JAE results. hope they faster send me the sms to tell me the good news!

went to take my booking at shangrila today, and i'm working on thursday 10am.
wednesday going to ajisen work. no clash~ good thing.

bad thing, tiring~
i want a retail job please);
no retail jobs are available~ so i've no choice but to go work at ajisen. sigh~

hongchiong bought a new guitar! when can i buy 1 too?
i want a new guitar of my own, i want to take guitar lessons. but all this i've to wait till my pay comes. i don't want to take anymore money from my dad. i've already wasted his money by repeating my secondary 3. hopefully the RSAF will call me for an interview and i'll pass the interview, then they'll give me the sponsorship, if not get the SP's scholarship.

i want lots of things now, but i can only dream about having it. damn, i want to grow up fast and earn 5 digit pay so i can get whatever i want!

ahh, sorry for reading my nonsence~
goodnight people (;

1. S88 - Aeronautical Engineering
2. T50 - Aerospace Electronics
3. T04 - Aviation Management & Services
4. S45 - Clean Energy
5. T52 - Clean Energy
6. S99 - Electrical & Electronics Engineering
7. T08 - Hospitality & Tourism Management
8. T09 - Law & Management
9. T48 - Psychology Studies
10. T36 - Business Information Technology
11. S67 - Optometry
12. N72 - Tourism & Resort Management

here's all my course choices and i've submitted my choices.
now, awaiting for posting results to know my future school~
hopefully nothing goes wrong and i'll be able to enter the 1st choice because if you realise, i kinda anyhow find course to fill in at the last 5 choices~


went to work today at Ajisen Ramen. at SSC. quite simple la, but still i made 2 mistakes.
12pm-4pm was the 1st shift of my work today, 6pm-10pm was another. they called HC to work 6pm-10pm also, but when he reached, the area manager say too many people-.- so i say i go home lo, let hc get experience also. tmr going back again, same timing. im like working full time-.- but im not! next week tuesday and thursday i'm not gna work! i must tell them tmr incase they put me on their schedule on these two days. well reason is, in case SHANGRILA accept my booking then i can work shang! then i can get instant cash! i need it very much!

tmr josh coming to work at 6pm-10pm. hope the same thing don't happen again. cause i wna try working with friends for the 1st time! -.-

oh anw, 1st day at work. i got 2 bowls of ramen free! reason is, another part time staff knock off at the same time as me, 4pm then he just went off. then the kitchen staff cooked our meals, which is provided by them so i was ask to try finish the 2nd bowl of ramen~
haha! free ajisen ramen the 1st day at work and 2 BOWLS!
am i lucky or not? =x

well hope to earn enough money fast! i want guitar! i want PSP red! i want Sentosa with baby again! i want pool with baby!
I WANT MONEY!

no pain, no gain.

just as the tittle, no pain no gain. i lost my PSP YESTERDAY! i just can't rmb where i put the bag where my PSP is inside. sigh, i gna buy a new one then, a RED ONE! but of course after working at shang and saved enough money.

well everybody know, we got back our 'O' lvl result yesterday.
here's mine:




i was just sitting down, whispering to myself 'faster faster', hoping that mrskok would faster finish her talk so i can see my results. then came the screen where students with 4As, 'Boey Chee Siong'. omg, my heart was thumping hard, im body is shaking. i just can't believe it. at that point of time, my tears almost dropped. finally, after all these years i've been through secondary school, all the bad and good times, i've finally done something i can really be proud of. not stealing, not smoking, not fighting ANYMORE. thinking back, why was i so proud of what i did last time? it's just a waste of time instead.

my life path is clear now, it's straighten. no more loops, curves anymore. all i had to do now is to keep myself on track!

now, im still figuring what course to go to or even shld i go to AJC. been offered the choice by mrlim to me and hc. later we're going there to meet up with the basketball teacher.
but i think i've decided. i'ev worked so hard just to hope to secure a place in Aeronautical Engineering. now i can get into it, why still wonder so much about others? i just have to feel the other choices in as safety net in case there're those straight Aces people filling all the seats available for that course.

Aeronautical Engineering. [SP]
Aviation Management & Services. [TP]
Hospitality & Tourism Management. [TP]
Law & Management. [TP]
Clean Energy. [SP]
Clean Energy. [TP]

till now, that's my choices, still have to fill up another 6 choices or i should say i want to finish filling them. there's a posibility that all the courses that i listed here may be full that i can't go in. i don't want to get no course with this result and waste another 1 year of my life. i've wasted 1 year of my life, and i think i've wasted enough. now, i'm going to make full use of it.

9Jan, Friday

met baby 10.30am at the bus stop opposite the admiralty mrt. took bus 969 all the way to tampines interchange. went to have our lunch at long john before proceeding to TP for the open house.

when we reached, we were warmly welcomed by a grp of TP students with cheers and stuffs. i find the place really beautiful, alot more better than beautiful then RP. further more, it's easy to navigate here at TP. all the different schools were organized nicely and easy to find.

went to engineering school 1st. saw a course, ' Aviation Management & Service' and i was wondering what it does when a student there approached me if i wanted to know more about this course, well why not?

after much explanation, the course managed to attract me. i also got to asked about RSAF sponsorship stuffs there. so i achieved much fruit from today's visit.

after that went to business school with baby. went to many different courses cause there's a lot that baby are interested in. it came to my mind that what if i didn't manage to be posted to any aeronautical or whatever course i want in engineering? shouldn't i put some business course? so i thought since I've been to several hotel service trainings, why not i get into some course about managing hotels, or servicing people. so baby's favorite course and her sister's current course came to my mind, Hospitality & Tourism management. baby laugh at me when i told her this -.-

seriously, i also don't think I'm cut out for this kind of stuffs. further more, i need to learn POA again! that reminds me of my year 2006 secondary 3 POA, i got 0/100 for most of my POA test/exams from the mid year exams. yes I'm not joking, I'm serious.

after finishing visiting the course, went to orchard. took the bus and it's some kind of special bus that the bus fare is $2.35! -.-
sat and rest till 5.55pm before baby went to work at wisma, and i met hongchiong after he accompanied joyce to NYP during her work's break time, to watch the movie ONG BAK 2.
i like, only the fighting part, the rest not really. thought some scene is really feeder only-.- kinda waste of money, and it's $10! nets no discount!

after that went to find jc jh jc at centrepoint Lacoste. they went to many different branches to look for their size but to no avail~ lol bad luck.

jy came and we went to eat our dinner before go home. i waited for baby instead~ since kc need to rush home so i waited alone. send baby home and home i went after that~

10Jan, Saturday

sorry minghong to wake you up early in the morning~
went to mh's place at around 8.30am to take the volleyball we bought at sentosa the last time we went there.
met baby at admiralty mrt and train to harbourfront. ate something before we went to buy the ticket to SENTOSA!
played volleyball , suntan, trying to overcome the cold temperature of the seawater, 'cam whoring'~ (photos will be uploaded in the next post after i get them) lots of stuffs with baby! yes only my darling baby and i went.

i had shangrila training at 4pm, so I've to meet jy and colin 3.30om at newton mrt. so baby and i left sentosa at around 2plus.

met up with jy and colin, yunkwang was there too. found out that the shuttle bus just go-.- and the next service is 4pm, which is the start of our training. so we decided to take cab instead~ $4 total, $1 each~

blah blah blah, training over and we went to fareast to eat our dinner. it's around 6.20pm by then. met up with baby, and jeslyn and farhana were with her after they visited NYP. thanks for accompanying her girls (;
walked around, and we went to play pool. some funny scene~ colin took photos of them! (photos will be uploaded in the next post after i get them) haha!

went home after that and dad passed me a letter from the Army for the poly stuffs. told him that i've gotten the RSAF register form alr, so he ask me to sit in the living room and explained everything to him. told him about my business course thinking and he say better not. business is not going to be easy in time to come, more and more difficult to survive in it, and I'm not suitable for that kind of jobs, so he recommended me not to take business. well~ so I've gotta find other course that can catch my interest to fill up all the 12courses in the application.

11Jan sunday(today)

woke up and dad told me to pack up my room and be home by 4pm cause there will be people coming to view our house. yes, that means we're moving soon, to idk where.
later going to meet zhaofeng to take the disc i suppose, since she haven't reply me so i cant confirm.
anw i just woke up, brush my teeth, make a milo to drink and came blogging. now i'm gna bath and pack my room up a lil before playing some DotA~ shall be home whole day i suppose, other then going to get the empty discs from zhaofeng.

anw, I'm still wondering what to wear tmr, whether smart casual or school uniform.
well, shall decide later of the day. since it's not so important, the important thing is to pack up my room! and to come up with courses that im interested in.

well then, till the next time! =x

went TP open house with baby~
watched ONGBAK2 with hc~

shall elaborate more tmr, gotta sleep early for the fun tmr!

nights!

both parties are at fault, but why not find a solution? it's better, nobody's gna be unhappy about anything, forgive and forget.
no matter what, just try to make every problem diminished.

大事化小，小事化无。

i came upon this saying before when i was what everybody so called 'ah beng', which is 3 years ago. it says:
'生气，是拿别人的过错处罚自己。
(being angry, is to punish yourself with others fault.)

一个人的快乐，不是应为他拥有的多，而是应为他计较得少。'
(one's happiness, is not because he owns a lot, but because he don't haggle much.)

well hope i translated correctly~

going to eat now, bye.
[anyway, don't blame me for using words wrongly~ i'm not good in language =x just trying to improve, well so im practicing~ just let me know if it's used wrongly (; ty]

woke up early in the morning to withdraw money for my mother so she can see doctor. (clinics don't accept nets, what shit -.-) after that, came back home trying to sleep, and a call on my mother phone left my sister wondering what shit is everything about. it's just that my mother is the 1st 100 customer that receive a complimentary photo shoot that's all -.- and i'm waken up again to talk to the lady over the phone~

well, can't go back to sleep anymore, so came to blog lo~

anw, O's result is released on the 15Jan 2PM. got the msg and im spreading it around~

so, mum's cooking now, later going out to find jobs. so shall have my lunch at home to save money on spending outside. im really broke ~ sigh. i seriously need a job! SHANGRILA! FASTER LET ME START WORK!!!!


im back! bought a short and polo tee at COTTON ON at dhoby ghaut.
ate pasta mania for dinner today instead of ASTON because the queue was fucking long-.- next time shall go SSC eat. very lil people that!
anw, found out today with hc jy and josh that SSC have lots of delicacy! rather than place to shop~
-fish & co
-subway
-aston
-new york new york
i think there's still more but i cant remember, only managed to remember these few~ free shuttle bus from cwp to SSC. isn't it great!?!? HAHA!

alright, waiting for guys to reach home then we can start dota~ losing streak this few days. must break the streak today!

tmr morning going open house with baby and clique in the morning and CHAOYING's birthday celebration at night at bugis. eating steamboat. still 10minutes more till cy's birthday, so late me be the 1st to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN CHAO YING! (;

well then, shall stop here today, goodnight!

okay, it so longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg since i blogged~

went to eat dinner with Richmond and Janice again. ate at admiralty mac. sat that and chit chat before going home~

lalala~ shall start blogging again ba (:

nights.

okay im just being very very very lazy now. so please visit ojyj.blogspot.com to know what i've been doing for christmas and today~ =x

IM BACK!

yes I’m back! from the youth outdoor camp organized by Ngee Ann Polytechnic!
days at the camp was very memorable! Went to the camp with hongchiong, jeremy, minghong, joyce, nerissa & calisa.
We were split into different groups, with hc and mh in grp1, jy calisa in grp2 joyce nerissa and me in grp3.
The group name for my group is the same as the group name for my OBS camp last year! COLUMBUS!!
Okay, day1 we just did some icebreaking games and some briefing by RIMA CHIA and msJUNE to boost out confidence for the activities on the following days which is the high&low elements. After that, went back to the apartment and sleeping time~ shared the master bedroom with 3 single beds and a toilet with jeremy. And that’s the end of the day for day1!

Day2, as I said the activities is the high&low elements. Did the abseiling, freefall, rock-climbing and the vertical challenge. Managed to complete all of them =D
Day3, had an amazing race and our grp finish 1st!
Played captain ball, polarbear and squirrel&tree while waiting for lunch time~
Breakfast lunch dinner supper this few days was great. We’ve got KFC, Mcdonalds, OldChangKee, and some buffet.
After lunch, we prepared out skit performance for the campfire at the same night. Somehow it was quite successful and not bad for the other grps as well (:
We grpleaders of all grps went missing during the dinner time awhile, and we learned that during that period of time they were missing, they actually went to learn some dance steps to perform for us! The dance was so great that initially I thought they already mastered this dance before the camp even started until my grpleader told us they just learn the dance on the very same day~ that’s lots of great effort and great job !
Last day, my grpleader treat us personally with a cup of bubbletea each. They were the best! They’re funny and caring at the same time! Best grpleader!
After we break camp, waited for the grpleaders to finish their debriefing between the facilitators, we went to play bball with 5 of the grpleaders! It was very fun. After that went to ate lunch at the NgeeAnnAlumni restaurant. We’ve got a 20% discount because one of the grpleaders had the discount card, so we fill out stomach with great food with good price! Haha
Went back home to change and met baby after her work. Went to Newton to eat dinner and we had stingray, tom yam soup, oyster egg, satay with sugar cane drink. Delicious and full~
Saw Richmond and Janice. Had a very short conversation before we board the train to newton, and when I turn around, I saw something~ HAHA! So did baby saw that! Oh hor~ =x
Went home after that and that’s all on Thursday night.Forensic Heroes 2

Friday, went to baby’s house around afternoon and stayed there the whole day after we went down for our lunch. We bought ingredients to cook spaghetti at night for our dinner. Reached back home and we watch a hongkong movie called “Forensic Heroes 2”
As said, we cooked our own dinner and ate spaghetti. I’m still alive now blogging meaning it’s safe to eat and actually, the taste is not bad.
Alright, shall stop here now, going to meet baby at the evening after her work, and come back to my house to make tangyuan with my mother. =D
So seeya!

shopping spree!

okay, I've been living for almost 18 years and today's the 2nd time i went shopping! but its the 1st time i bought till more than 200bucks!

initial plan was to go and take b's sister's voucher that she won, and go funanIT mall buy hc's things

i bought:
-EVERLAST shoe
-TOPMAN hoodie(although i wanted ADIDAS, but this TOPMAN one caught my eye =D )
-TOPMAN shirt
-TOPMAN wallet.



you see, i went to TOPMAN and saw this hoodie. started choosing colors with hc cause he's the one that spotted the hoodies 1st. then b showed me this wallet that attracted me. and since i wanted a new wallet, i bought it. hc and i bought a hoodie and wallet each. then colin wanted to buy a new jersey shirt, and 2 pieces is cheaper but he want only 1, so i share wit him and bought 1 each. haha, thats how i got 3 TOPMAN items =D

and thanks to my pretty b, we had about $68 off the total bill.

after that went to find b's mother and walked around until hc came back to orhard from his guitar lesson. initially he wanted to buy the everlast singlet tgt with me but he say not nice so we never buy, and before he reached, b and i chose a new pair of shoe and decided to buy it since it's the main purpose we came town to buy today.

after that went back to find b's mother and went home tgt. took cab to her house and then back home and here i am (:

well thats all for today. tmr going interview for swissotel.
monday to thursday will be the NP's youth outdoor camp, so i wouldn't be blogging till I'm back!

bye!

WOOT! i submit the resignation form today!
meaning today is my last day at shengsiong! YEA!

no more suffering~
now, find a better job~ (:

went to eat at alameen today after work. finally, it's been long since we had a small gathering!
walked fi home, than walk myself home~

dno what to blog about la, just, im very happy tonight (:

i'm just getting happier and happier each day every night (:

ALERT!: maggie makes your hair drop =x

work today, a bit shity -.-
was called to dump the rubbish, again. I've only work 7days(not including leave) and I've been going to the bangala rubbish dump area twice!
damn it, it stinks-.- had a chat with my colleague. he said he don't believe i don't have a gf. than i kept repeating i don't have, and he asked if i nv cherish is it. 'yea', that's my answer. he said he once had a girlfriend too, same thing he didn't cherish, and he regretted. gave me an advice to cherish my gf if i were to have 1 again.
oh, he also said his friend told him there's lots of beauty in Singapore(he's Malaysian). yea i agreed, but only with 1 comment which i told him, 'most of them are ahlian'. initially he doesn't understand what i meant, and i also dno how to explain =x till he said the phrase '社会的败类', ahhh~ we're both enlightened =x
thanks to him, most of the time we're there clearing the rubbish ShengSiong created i don't find it smelly, because we kept talking and talking. only time i find it smelly is when it's quiet~

oh, i saw someone very tall today. tall, very tall. i purposely walked pass him and i realized, i'm below his shoulder -.- WTF right! he's a singh, like Joshua~ wonder if all singh(s) are tall~

jy and jh came to shengsiong to buy things, just nice when they came im about to knock off~
waited for me and i bought a papaya home. i was replenishing the stock and i saw this papaya very nice, so i kept it for myself and bought it after work =x
hehe~ my supervisor also like that, they see he best they keep and buy it home after work~ LOL! good point about working at shengsiong =x

reached home, was playing dota and comp suddenly restart! fuck man, it's been long since i managed to play with hc again, since he's working morning shift and im night so we cant talk much. fuck this comp! zzzzzz

ahh i want a new laptop! but dad say not so soon, wait till he has extra cash because he still has more then 10thousand dollars of pay with his company-.- who ask him to be one of the boss and he's in charge of finance~ need to give workers pay 1st if not they won't work. damn, now i suffer, with no new laptop! ahhhhhhhhhh!

my pay for GAZ still have come! AHH!!
i want my pay! i want to go shopping!

I'm gna quit this shengsion job soon, after i find another better job, or mayb going shangrila to work. see 1st la, really very sian jiu quit le~ hehe =x

alright, enough crap today, byebye~

i've been eating very unhealthily~
everyday after work i buy a biscuit to munch while otw home.
reached home bath use comp. next day wake up go work, eat the dinner provided. during work drink a bottle of water only.
for those who doesn't see me often, i'll get skinnier when you see me next time. because if you realize, i only eat 1 meal a day. everyday wake up bath and i've to leave house for work already. work only provide me with dinner, so i never eat lunch and breakfast.

may this month pass fast. i want to complete 1mth before quitting this job. my back's killing me already-.- suppose to carry baskets of papaya with about30-40 inside. you know how heavy is it? it's more than 100KG, or even more than TWO of me! wtf~
and it's causing my backache again. damn damn damn!
faster faster, time fly faster! if not i've to visit the doctor again soon. mayb before 1mth im lying on the hospital bed a vegeteran. break my backbone(spinal cord). -.-

lalala, nothing else ba~
somethings are meant to kept to myself.
goodnight(:

ouch!

ouch ouch ouch!
today's a bad day-.-
i've got cuts all over my hands~
luckily there's the protection of the shoe, if not the penknife that drop and landed with its tip 1st would have stab through my feet-.-

damn it, it's just a bad day today.

stressed.

it's kinda stress now.
at least in the past there's studies to keep me busy so i wont keep thinking about things.
now, work is so boring. yes it's relax but alot of time i dno what i can do. practically its nothing to do-.- there's no one to chat with also~ this adds on another stress, thinking whether to change job or not~
family problems also.
sigh.
im born to suffer.

MYOB

i don't need anybody to do anything for me! just MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND STAY OUT OF MY AFFAIRS!

crybaby

as the tittle says, i feel like one now, cry baby.
just read my old post.
shit me, fuck whatever never i said.
take a knife and stab me please.


i want my pay. zzzz
money can be earned if you want it back,
but somethings you just cant get it back. there's no way to earn it back anw.

goodnight.

down

damn, pay still haven't come.
i need the money!

working at shengsiong as full time now, meaning i got a stable income! but just for the moment, till i find a better job. well at least at the end of the month i can be sure i'll get my pay-.- i wouldn't want to get another job that have to wait for the pay again-.-
almost 1mth and i still haven't get the pay when the pay is so called 'instant cash'. the boss keep nv give. zzzz
i want my money!
i want to buy my stuffs!!!!!!!!!

DAMN IT!
feeling so down.

AHH!

goodnight.

tarnished.

the tittle says it all.

goodnight.

hope

same mundane routine~ except i know at what time i've to do what.
during my free time, i've been day dreaming.
will that dream come true?
i hope so.

nothing much to say, it's all my feelings, my thoughts. i think i shouldn't just tell anybody, nobody can help anyway.

goodnight.

chance.

chances only come once.
get it, cherish it.
lose it, that's it.

just bought lunch, eating it now.
going to work later.

sometimes i just don't know how to express myself correctly that others will not misunderstood.
sometimes i just don't know who to express my thoughts to.

this suck, totally.

reserved

none can replace you.

went to work today, learned lots of new things, of course related to the work.
if you people are wondering, im working at ShengSiong. yes yes, ShengSiong, the super market. it's nothing embarrassing~

appointed to fruit department. job was easy. arrange the fruit nicely so it doesn't look messy.
after that im just waiting for come people to mess it up so i can rearrange it again -.- yes it's that boring, that what i'm doing mainly the whole day.

have to clear the rubbish today~ damn, 1st day at work and im at the rubbish dump area-.- it stink, alot!

dinner was on my own, my partner didn know they ordered for us, so i had to buy my own. but fit's okay, i don't blame him. he's a good guy (: [i'm not a gay]

after work, ate supper with jc jy and jh before heading back home.
chatted at msn. no one talked to me except one~ im sucha boring guy that no one talks to me-.-

signed of and thought of blogging, so here i am. now im going to sleep alr.
goodnight people(:

OKAY, i just have to blog~ if not i really have nothing to do at home.
well i said i won't blog anymore because of some stupid thinking of mine~
lalala whatever.

been working for the last 2 days, since thursday till today.
what im working as? visit http://www.gazinflatables.com.sg/promoFun.html and check it out yourself. everytime people ask me what im working as, it's kinda difficult to answer that, as it's not like ADIDAS, everybody knows im doing promoting or sales by telling you that. if i tell you GAZ, you know what it is? nah~ guess not

man, this job's killing me~
the skin on my palm is coming off-.- i can feel blisters~ so i better stop carrying heavy stuffs alr.
came back not long, about 1hr++ ago. started work today 5pm at toapayoh hub. worked till 12+. reached home and it's 12.40am. took a shower, and im seating here since~

guys coming my house to make the bread tmr morning 8am. so i think we're gna reach sentosa around 11plus? man the sun's gna tan my skin till it's tha same color as this post you're reading -.-

thinking what we can do tmr, soccer? basketball? hmmm~
just gna keep myself happy~ no point making myself feeling so miserable. ain't i right sis!

chatted with my sister! not my elder sis though~ (haha it won't happen. even if so, it'll be years down the road till we ahve a same topic=x)
well the sis i mention is JANICE!

think hongchiong got his new laptop today? he said he was waiting for minghong's dad to go to the IT fair.
bet he's excited with his new lappy!

tmr tmr tmr, hope everyone's gna have fun~


still haven't get my pay~
heard from some colleague that he once waited for 2mths to get the pay -.-
you've to understand our system to know why 2mths~ so dun crack your brain figuring out, and don ask me unless you want to work here=x

well, thats all~
goodnight than~

no more blogging,

THE END.

my heart belongs to one. no other. even if the one is not mine.

baby, there's this kinda feeling i have now.
i cant describe it, mayb that's the feeling you always said you have right?
i hope you're not angry when i told you how i feel ):

went to work at Serangoon Gardens Country Club.
reached there at 1pm, as chonghwee requested. waited till 2pm before the lorry came and we start unloading.
today's work was relaxing. there's very lil things to take care of and set up, and i mean VERY lil.
it's boss's son's birthday. held in an air-conditioned room so we're actually working in there as well!!
1st time working indoor for this company, and there' buffet and we're allowed to enjoy ourselves with it towards the end.
soon, the party ended and we're to keep the things, and it's very simple and easy.
finished everything very fast and we headed home at around 6plus.
reached home and it's about 7.30pm
bathed and bought dinner for mum and dad before going to baby's house to meet her.
her mum took baby's brother, baby and me to eat ichiban sushi. after that walked around cwp awhile before going back to baby's home.
i stayed till 11pm and i head home. reached home, dad asked me to go down to buy something for him. came back up and on the comp. saw baby's nick saying that she's watching tv so i didn't talk to her, dun wna disturb her~
play dota myself and at around 2, baby was still watching tv.
talk to her and she just finished watching and she's going to sleep now.

and while she went off9 getting ready to sleep. im here blogging~
now it's my turn to sleep alr~
goodnight people (:

雨过天晴了!!

i'll cherish it.




baby say some of my links were inactive~
shall edit it when i've got time. (:

i think i know what i can do now,
just give me some time to get things right.

im thinking how. give me a lil time and i'll figure out. i promise. i swear.

people who read this, i dno how to say this but just mind your own business? im not being rude but i dno how to say it, just.. MYOB. hope i don't offence you people.

i guess i said the wrong thing.

yes i did.

i ruined the last chance i had.

just let me bear all the responsibility.

i want to do something, but what can i do?

many thoughts are going through my mind,
many questions are poping up,
but i can't find the answer.

can anyone guide me?
i certainly hope so.
but it's impossible,
in the end it's all up to me.

is maggie counted as fast food? cause i just ate that for dinner =x

i shall stop eating fast food-.- been sick the last 3 days, and i've eaten fast food the last 2 days~
how am i going to recover like that? and my lip are cracking real bad, till there's a wound where i cant let it touch my saliva.



broke the mirror, gather the pieces.
glue it back, but there'll still be cracks.

just gna pin down my thoughts.

so sick, nose stuck, cant breath.
breath through mouth, lips cracked like hell.
im feeling so unwell, cant help.
none shall care, none shall do anything.
birth, age, sick, death. it's just something no one could change.

everything just doesn't go smoothly for me.
hobby, money, health, whatever, just everything.
want to stop thinking, but i can't.
what can i do? i don't know. can someone tell me? i bet not.

gna try to sleep now.
that's all, nights.

hi,

yea i know my post makes no sense. it's just that i can't sleep.

bye.

anybody got jobs to intro? in need of cash to tour around SINGAPORE!
it's a small country but i've not visited all parts of it. so $$$ please, so i can have fun out there.

rmb, let me know if there's any jobs. i'll definitely consider about it. if it suits me, i'll do it (:

my name's not called.
changed clothes,
ate lunch,
took mrt,
and here i am blogging before resting for later's birthday celebration.

went to work today with colin.
we took the bus and got down at the wrong stop. went opposite and go back to the correct stop.
started work str8 when we reached.
set off to jurong east, but separated from colin.
my partners left me at 4pm alone to do the work myself because they still go to go other places to work. since the rest of the job, i've got 4 hrs to complete, so i thought it was alright.
i finished everything at around 5.30pm i did slack in between but still, it ended early. got nothing to do, stared into blank space. msg baby and colin. than i got hungry, so i get change and thought of eating MCDONALD's new mega meals but i wanted a proper dinner. so i went to the hawker and bought myself nasi lemak. after eating, i've got nothing to do. well, since the start from 4pm, i was suppose to do the work while waiting for kenneth and tingwei to come and take over by looking after the tools and stuffs. but their work start at 8pm, so that means i've nothing to do but wait for them since 5.30, after i finished all the work.
i slept there for awhile. and when they finally reached, i pampered myself with a hotfudge sundae~ =D
took the bus 187 home. sat there for 50mins-.- my butt hurts~ when i stood up to get off the bus, my legs' weaken-.-

lalala came home bath dota and now bloggg~
tmr gna go shopping for something! =x
meeting the rest of SGWs 12pm at cwp.
hope i've got enough money.

well goodnight people, im tired after all the work today.
seeya(:

back from training. bloody rain came when the training started less than 30mins. the time is 3.30pm, what are we gna do till 6pm?!?!

mrong, mrben and mslim had a coach chat while the rest of the team, of about more than 20people, i think almost 30, dribble the ball around the canteen, some playing PSP.
when the coach finish their chatting, it was around 5pm. mrong got chaojian to get some people to set up the volleyball court in the hall. yes yes, we're gna play volleyball!
everyone gather outside the hall before going in. mrong get us into groups and said the rules but before that, hongchiong and me ran the '10 lap 1 min' run. man we're really out of shape. we finish the run 7-9secs after 1 min-.- we're fat.

after that went into the hall and played volleyball till 6pm.
the auntie came and off the lights when we told her to give us 2 more mins. wtf? she's, i shall not say anymore.

a junior borrow my PSP memorystick and went home copying the game file. came back and return to me about 30mins later and hc colin and me went to admiralty place to have out dinner. after eating, bought dinner for baby and went home str8 as dad ask me to go home now. i was wondering what happen, and when i reached home, he just ask me to bath and pack my room, take out all the books and put aside-.- thats all~

well well, i bathed and here i am, blogging and not cleaning up my room
im so tired now, be back tmr night to blog again~
goodnight(:

im going to training now. O's over. feeling so aimless now~
no jobs, no nothing to fill up my time.
now, i just had to live with DotA, basketball, friends and baby to kill my time. at least they bring me happiness. but i have to start working soon, i cant rely on my parents forever isn't it?
so people, if you got jobs to introduce, let me know. i'll consider and if it's suitable for me, i'll take it!

well well, im going to adidas selection this saturday. going to school for training to get back my shape now, will blog again more often now, since i've so much free time.

till then!
JBCS

its tiring nowadays, not because of studies but because of basketball. trying to get fit again like before the O's. just for one reason, im going for the Team ADIDAS 2nd draft selection.
good luck and all the best to me to get into the team!
of course there's alr a 1st draft selected. there still 2nd draft~
been working out everyday and it's tiring.

worse thing, my comp died on me. im using my sis laptop to blog now.
bloody comp.

gna bath now and go study for my MCQ paper on monday.
goodbye then~

O's ending soon.
still left with;
History on tuesday28oct
physic on wednesday29oct
mathematics paper 1 on thursday30oct
social studies on monday03nov
D&T on tuesday04nov
science MCQ on tuesday11nov.

haven't start on history and social studies yet.
only read 1 focus on theme 3 of history whereby there's 6 focus and i have to read through theme 2 too-.-
after that still have to practice physic an math.
there's still a lot i dno about physics. so for those out there, if you keep stressing you're dead you're dead, think again. dun waste time yapping around, start revising. time is really precious.
gna sleep now, waking up at around 7plus to eat before going to RP and do my history. or maybe stay home and start my history before going to RP and read through again.

will blog again soon,
till then! adiós~

ATTITUDE

no more scolding, no more nagging. if that's what you want, that's what you get.
don't tell me in the future i don''t care about you anymore, for i'm doing what you want from me.

i will hold my temper, but i'm a person who don't like to be defensive, so i will not be able to hold back for long, and when i can't hold back anymore, it'll be worse than volcano eruption.

now i have a good reason to take boxing as my CCA in poly, to release all these temper inside me so i will not be so stressed up.

you have your temper, i have my temper. but it's far too obvious that i have a worse temper. no make me lose it.

anyone have anything to do where you can de-stress and relax? let me know, i may want to tag along.

random

time passed fast. 11 out of 19 O' level examination had been completed. left with 8, finishing in 3 weeks time.

i could not imagine what life would be like out there, without the guidance of the teachers.
every other year, we would just worry about how to spent our holidays wisely to play of course, because there's everything planned by the teachers the following school day. but now, we had to crave our own pathway to our future. we had to plan what we want to do in the future and how do we get there. there's no more form-teacher guiding us along the way. we just had to depend on ourselves whereby younger generations will have to depend on us like we depend on our teachers.
but not to forget parents, we had to repay them for bring us up till now. we must do our best in supporting them and give them a good life, and sad to say till we hear their last benediction. not because we had to care for them for so long, but because we had to accept the truth that they had to leave us. anyway it's best we listen to the pastor for their last benediction than they listen to ours because we won't want them to break their heart after taking care of us for so long do we?
right now, everyone is still busy studying with their O' levels, but the true stress we'er all going to face is our life after the O' levels.

sometimes i just hope that there's still another secondary school life after we complete our O' levels. but that's just running away from the reality.

no matter what, all this is just my random thoughts because i've got nothing to blog about.
don't dwell on it. friday's mathematics paper1 and additional mathematics paper2.
im now just hoping the O' levels end soon enough that i can start relaxing for about 1 week? before i carry on with my life~ working and so on.
oh and i'm looking forward to the coaching of the 2008 secondary1 juniors after the O's completed. if anyone happens to see this post, let them know it's not going to be easy =P

goodnight for now,
bcs

hello~
science practical went well, except some problems with the chemistry part. everybody's answer are different~ that suck~

today's chemistry written paper, only the last part section B there's a query, no body know that answer~ but never mind. no point finding out the answer anymore cause this is the last time we're gna learn from our mistakes~ cause there's no further chemistry written paper anymore~

well going to watch HOTSHOT now~
bye~

hello! prelims' over.
bet there's already no body coming here to view my blog. its dead ~
im at baby's house now, she's bathing and im charging the PSP through cable. charger's at home(my home).
nothing to do so came to blog~
will start to blog again after 'O' level is over.

hope everybody study hard. don't come out of the examination room and regret not studying hard enough, just because you see a question that you think you know how to do if you had study a bit harder. no point people, study hard. leave the examination room without any regret and complains, just celebrate that 'O's over.
no point thinking over the bad news till you get the result back, you can't change anything.
at least play during the period of time till your parents kill you when you get back your result slip next year.

well GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!

english oral is over, i think i've done well. and heard from chaoying that she saw a score 31 at the most bottom of the list. which means if she really nv see wrongly, it's actually my score for my o lvl english oral examination!
31/40
hell god thankyou! =x

oh and also, those ass that keeps saying anything about other people, better not let me know that you say about anyone around me or i'll give you enough bash to release me stress.

random: lalalala, lalalala, jump styling~

watching olympic basketball now, half time ~ bored.

nights people

these few days in school, all i wanted is to come home asap-.-
i've got the TGIF mood-.- but it's just not.

amaths work is piling up.
im just too damn lazy to do it.
had the emaths mock paper just now, i forgot lots of things-.-
gotta recap recap!

dnt, crap. LEDs working perfectly from ytd night. but suddenly 1 set blew out-.-
gna re-solder everything again this weekend~

okay~ nothing much to say, seeya(:

i love you baby!

woke up by sis today, asking what i want for my breakfast.
baby msged me str8 after sis left to buy the breakfast.

played WOW awhile, im almost late, too engrossed playing-.- luckily dad asked me what time im leaving, and just nice it's time for me to leave.

went for the last match. sad to say we got 5th, although we won the champion today. it's a ranking match system, i also dno how it works-.- well, as i just said, we won MINYI by 2 points today.

after debrief with coach, took some photos with mates.
change clothes, watch the Singapore School White VS Tagawa till half time. as expected, tagawa is leading but by abit only.

left and jianhuang and the other mates went to have their dinner while i came back home alone. felt tired so i wanted to come home earlier.

phone spoiled~ -.- lik wtf, just bought not long only. but i think the phone is alr faulty since the day i bought it. cause which phone will automatically restart itself suddenly? this happened on the 1st day i bought the phone. and i havent drop it or whatever yet okay~ =x

gna go fix my phone tmr after school.
baby's gna buy her LED tmr too.
after that watching movie at cwp, the last time slot cause jy got tuition at 7.30pm.
nothing much to say alr, nights people(:

LAST SORRY BEFORE IT GOES BACK TO THE STARTING POINT AGAIN.
BABY, I'M SORRY TO MAKE YOU FEEL SO SAD, HURT, FRUSTRATED, MISERABLE.

I'M REALLY SORRY

now that it's all over, i just wan to say,

i love you baby(:
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont lose you will i?

mood just get worse each day.
i really need someone to tell me what to do.
i really dno what to do .

or is it im just eating too much 'vinegar' or ?
idk.
im being myself.
hope i've done nothing wrong.
cause i really want to be like the past.

goodnight.

moody

i'll start off today with some thoughts i have in my mind.
i want to thrash it all out here cause i ain't have anyone even close to me to share all this.
i don't mean you baby, what i meant is some other people except you.
like you and jeremy, buddy. i have none. lost all my close friends the day i retained.

i'll be in bad mood nowadays.
please tolerate with me alright?

i dno why. it's too stressful.
why is it so troublesome to just live a good life?
why stress ourself?
why suffer?

sometimes i hope i could just go to somewhere where there's not so much stress.
Singapore is good we can't deny, but it's just too stressful.

too many things to cope. i really don't want to always take charge of everything, it's stressful.
i want to keep everything i have now, i don't want to lose anything except stress.

how i hope time could turn back, so i could make some adjustment to reduce the stress im having now. i still wan everything i have now, but if i could just do something to reduce the stress.

mood is getting real bad nowadays. just walking on the street and hear someone creating a nuisance in the public makes me feel like throwing my fist on their face. my fist is clenched tight. but i know i cant do it. i just wan someway to release all this stress in me, just like work that's piling up every single day.

what to do? nothing i can do.

and to that old hag bitch, i hope you read this. if you think im not mature enough? what can you do? mind your own fucking business cause you cant even make your whole class to think maturely at all. i'll tolerate with you for just 4 more mths. after that if you see me outside, keep your eyes to yourself fatty.




DNT is killing me. just when i thought everything was working well, i accidentally touched the wire and it's burning hot. switched off the circuit, tried switching on again and it won't work.
bloody spent 5 periods doing it and everything failed.
mrRAVIN checked and we found 2 LEDs blew. bloody hell, but i was lucky chaoying got just 2 extra LED that i need that she don't want. hopefully tomorrow i can complete my circuit without meeting with ANY problems. cause i had enough of problems that i have to redo/edit with my products. i've got to redo 6 piece of acrylic holders, stain my wood, re-connect and solder my circuit. so many things to do with so lil time.
time is running out.
sometimes i just feel like giving up.
whenever problems pop out frmo my artifact, i just feel ilke thrashing everything i could see. im really really so fustrated, so moody.
hopefully i can finish my artifact fast and all this stress would be gone.
and i can help baby 100% with her artifact cause i really really want to help her do everything myself.

im just a guy who thinks too much, bad attitude, bossy, xiaoqi?
idk.
whatever it is, i realise long ago im not a guy everyone can tolerate with.

im at baby's house now~
she's cleaning her house and im sitting here changing my blog skins and now write this post.
im such an ass right?
shld be helping her right?

yea so i shall go give her a hand now~ will blog again tonight ba~[if possible] (:

oh anw, i changed my phone number yesterday.
so stop calling or msging my old number.
thankyou~


okay bye now~

okay people, im lazy now. really lazy. after i change my blogskin, i shall blog every 2 days at least.

i've got only 1 thing to say.
im so interested in dancing now =x

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLv1N_O-Mjw&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYBDcDvtBWo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cc9akAudv1Q&feature=related

1st ilnk is GREAT! but~
enjoy watching the 2nd and 3rd!~~ =x

i just love you more each day

i told you everything i feel, and i hope you tell me everything i feel.
you rather this nv started, but i rather this would nv end.

i gave you more stress when i pour all my feelings to you.
but now i hope you wouldn't be so stress.
pour all your feelings on me too baby, pour it all out.
you'll feel better, like i feel better now.

all promises are not empty at all.
i'll keep the promises i made to you.

i really love you alot too.

went to school, thought i could see baby, but she's not in school. msged her than i know she's sick again.

baby sleep early and take care can? even the doc say you're too stressed already. rest well, sleep early. health is more important than those fucking homeworks that just kept stacking up.
you don't have to complete them all in one day. we're born not a geek that does that, we're born with talent that's not studying whole day.

i know you're v.pissed off with your mum that you want her to die now. i understand, cause i used to hate my dad that way too. but i got counselor and my uncle to settle the dispute between us. you're different, so i'll support you and help you in anyway you need okay? don't feel too stressed up. just hack care and treated her as a mocking bird no w. let her sing all she wants.
best is go to bed before she comes home. okay?


sung the national anthem, followed by the school song. daniel lim complain we sung the school song louder than national anthem, say next time if like that will resing. than mrskok talk about national anthem for 30mins-.- half the assembly is gone talking about that, than she continue with idk what shit she said. lastly, she said she wan to congratulate the robotics club in their absent, cause they went to london to take part in a competition. daniel lim took over the mic and say we shld sing the school song~ lamest part is that half way through singing the school song, he raise his hand the brought the mic next to his mouth and SING IN IT! many people laugh. maybe he nv got a chance to sing during the public performance so he used that chance to sing to us=x


after that, lessons was normal. except Social Studies, mrROY snap a photo of me sleeping-.- and when he want to take a photo of boon too, he woke up just in time-.-
and chaoying and yuqi played a 'game' today. tell me the winner ah! when there's finally one~=x

went home straight after school. bathed and started a lil on SS mindmap and baby msged me to ask me go lib.


went and met baby, thn go eat 1st. after that i completed my ss mindmap at lib just nice when the lib is closing.

send baby home and i came home to do my SS filing. lots of worksheet is missing. gna find zhaofeng to zap all those i don't have~ i think she got the perfect file, with all the worksheets available.

alright, im gna sleep now. when baby goes to also. goodnight people (:

day started with dnt lesson~
didn;t managed to do much. cause there's some problem i encounter-.- feel like giving out man~ althought the deadline is near and i can finish it, i know i can finish it, but i don't have the confidence to complete the folio ~

english after recess, followed by physic. someone spam called my phone 10mins before lunch break~ it kept vibrating. i don't have caller id so i don't know who is it calling me. it was when i went down to have my lunch, the call came again. i pick it up and its dad-.-

he asked if i could go home to bring my mum to see he doctor. she's sick at home and my dad cant make it to bring her to see doc. went to find mrlim, he's out of school. mrravin, he's out of school too-.- no other teacher i could turn to~ wanted to find SGG but the big curly hair old hag is there-.- went back to the canteen. hc msged her to come out of the office. i waited there and she's the one who gave me the permission slip to leave school early. thanks alot! really alot!

reached home, brought mum to see doctor. came home, bought lunch for her, finished my maths hmwk, bathed and sat infront of the comp the whole time till now while mum finish eating and went back to her room and sleep. i cant do my dnt today~ even if i go back, i won't make it cause it's around 4plus when i reached home with my mum's lunch in my hand. 2 days gone. 3 days left to complete my artifact. wonder if i could do it. many says they cant, but i hope i can. at least complete it, don't wna care if it's prefect anot anymore-.-

50/100 is always better than 0/100 isn't it? C6 is way much better than F9.

dad came home, sis came home.
around 7pm, dad ask me to buy dinner.

order from 3 different stalls, in the end i only remember to take the food from 2-.- reached home than i realize that i forget about my dad's packet of dinner. went back down to collect it and up again.
now, i just finish dinner and came blogging~

i've been thinking alot in class nowadays. i think it's too late to be awake now. i need to spent time finishing my homework at home at least before i play any game.
im worrrying about my chemistry now. really worried. i don't understand a thing. just hope i'll be able to understand 70-90% of it by prelims.
amaths, im gna buck up.
english, buckup.
humans, continue working on my skills, im improving fine.
physics's fine, revision shld maintain it. so is maths. no complacency allowed.

studies comes 1st now. everything comes 2nd adn so on. even baby, i hope you don't mind, i wna put studies 1st till after O's. i know you'll understand right? but i'll be sure that we'll not be drifting apart(: promise. i'll still meet you every now and then, just not as often as last time. just till after O's.

shall stop here now~ goodbye !

baby i love you, and i'll nv let you go~

hello, im back to revive my blog. finally~

1st day of school. caught by mrskok in the morning for tinted hair. boon was caught for long hair. she told us to stand up and i thought we're gna go back home~ than can play game =x
but in the end we managed to escape when mrsiva gave the command to go back to our class.

went to the toilet to dye my hair. it's fucking smelly-.-
my fingernails were all black! thanks to the dye.
went back to class and wait for about an hour. went to the toilet to wash off the dye. thought it's shld be black by now, but during recess when my hair is dried, jeremy say it's like no difference-.-

im suppose to dye my hair by tonight but i still didn't.

went to the AVA room for MT/chem lesson. we're not suppose to touch the 'FLAP' because there's a correct way to actually raise it so it won't spoil-.-
stupid.

oh and during the recess, the auntie tell me that we're not suppose to purchase more than $1.80 of food or whatsoever for each stall, because the big curly hair old hag imposed that new rule to the vendors.

ftw, how the hell you think we can fill our stomach and not feel hungry after break so we can 'concentrate' in class? although it's crap when we say we can't focus in class when we don't even want to, but we shall still use it as an excuse to complain or whatever.
during lunch, saw mrclementlim, told him about the food thing, he say to find the other mrlim~ jc asked if we can go out eat like IRP. it's not a bad idea huh? but the time isn't enough.

during english lesson, we complained to mswong too. she said to go for a second round. but with my theory, it's definitely not a good solution at all-.- cause you see, if the whole school is complaining about the limit thingy, than the whole school were to buy a 2nd round, how are we gna do that when the recess is almost up when we finish eating our 1st round? after queuing up, ordering, eating. time is a problem man~

damn im think im stupid writing all these craps-.-
but if it isn't for the big curly hair old hag's stupid idea, people won't be thinking stupid things like i do.

lalala whatever.

after school im like suppose to go to dnt workshop to continue my artifact but i did not. went home, instead.

went to baby's house to do my homework.
managed to finally complete my homework since idk when? but complete as in the latest assignment mrsoong gave. i still didn't do the rest that i owed him=x

im waiting for my mother to come fetch me from baby's house. dad's driving her home from work so ask them to come fetch me too~ im lazy to walk home. but look at the time when i started bloggin, it's 12.06 alr and they're still not here-.-

who knows when she call, she'll say ''so late still don't come home, where are you?"(in chinese)
it's not impossible you know, if you understand my mother she actually would say that-.-

hope she remember she had to come pass baby's house to fetch me~

by now you shld know im using baby's comp to post.
it's kinda long post ~
v.long since i post something so long~ but i shall stop here now~ goodnight and takecare everyone!
study hard like im doing now? =x
bye(:

woh~ hasn't been online for a very very very long time. as you can see, the previous post if not from me, but my baby girl(:

wednesday, we decided to watch kungfu panda at cwp but~ in the end everybody was late except yaoquan. went to eat dinner and we sat there and instead of discussing what to watch after eating, we chatted and chatted and decided to do something else instead, and it's dying hair! LOL!
bought the dye at WATSON and went to joshua's house to dye. after 40mins, still couldn't get the color. so decided to dye again the next day morning, which we did but this time round, although not very obvious, it's better than nothing like the previous day~

got our pay on thursday, went to marina with jiechoong jianhuang jeremy hongchiong joshua jiahao weiyao. some actually wanted to buy a ADIDAS bag pack but in the end they bought none. nobody got anything, and we walked around till around 10.30pm, we ate mac and went home.

yesterday, baby joshua and samuel came to watch us play our match. ginaPOH and janice(graduate alr, WRS volleyball) came too.
won the game and got DONUTS to eat cause richard gave it to us, he cant finish them all sooo...... =x

today went to sentosa with baby jiechoong joshua hongchiong jeremy and minghong.
reach the hawker at harbourfront and ate breakfast before taking the bus to sentosa.
play till around noon 1plus, got bored and decided to watch kungfu panda at VIVO.
bathed and all, reach vivo and the next available time slot is 6.20pm-.- and it's still 1plus 2pm only~ so went to eat at long john and go home.
baby and i was so damn tired. came to my house and we slept till 8 plus. it's a tiring day ~ but it's quite fun though (:

L♥ O♥ V♥ E♥ .

I love my baby darling. ♥ ♥
(hello, this is Fionne cos Boey Chee Siong is lazyyy :D)

i've been very lazy nowadays~ not blogging and studying.
everyday play comp play comp.

my dnt folio is lacking damn lot. people had already complete up to 80% but im still at 0% -.-
i haven't even started my folio!!
shit man, i need to start doing folio while doing my artifact. back track everything. sounds easy but it's not -.- backtrack is more difficult in this case. cause i cant let my imagination run wild. i had to limit it to my artifact cause i already started doing it already. blame myself for being so lazy, now i had to stress my brain.

nothing special to blog about. thought holiday shld have lots to things to blog about but it's not true-.- for this particular year, it won't be.

everyone isn't having as much fun as last year cause we've got no 'O' lvl to worry about.

lalala~ gna stop here then.
byeee

never be replaced

school suck. there's just 3 more days but it seems like 3 more years-.-

had to wake up early, reach school by 7.30am and lessons end at 4.30pm everyday.

how fun is this 'O' lvl year's holiday-.-

everyday DnT after school and im getting fedup with it. so many buffing to do. im always distracted by walking around, looking at other people's artifact thinking they got a good idea and there i go~ editing my idea again~ like wtf, i felt that alot people is doing hell better than me. don't complain to my your idea suck cause i think mine suck too. but no choice, i just have to finish my idea before it's too late. i cant change now. i'd cut most of the material i needed. i just left with the base, which i'll do it later towards the end of my artifact. now im gna deal with acrylic only.
hope to finish the buffing soon, cause that's the part i hated most -.-
manage to get some help from joshua to help me buff=p
i helped him with his artifact too~

lalala, went to woodgrove and ate dinner last night with baby, jeremy, jiechoong, boonhong and minghong, but minghong didn't eat anything cause he ate at home.
slack at the playground beside jianhuang's block and saw him coming home with his mother.

slacked for about an hour, decided to go home.
took bus 911 to the stop nearest to baby's house and walk her home before i go home myself.
i damn tired when i reach home i fell asleep almost immediately when i lied down on the bed.

now im gna bath, and go downstairs to grab something to eat. a lil hungry, so goodbye (:

let's go back to last time baby.

thursday,
elvin's birthday.
went to his house and celebrate with him after our intensive which ends at 4.30.
played his xbox before going to 338 and play basketball and than go home~
this may be late but still happy birthday (:

friday,
had a match after school. bag was damn heavy.
jianhuang and me manage to get jiechoong yaoquan and baby to go with us~ hehe.
if not i'll be so damn bored for the trip back.
for the trip there, elvin met with us and go. jiechoong yaoquan and baby went later.
won the game, it's was a rough game-.- but i like it =x


saturday,
went to work at The Cathay. the event is 'no tobacco day' event.
below are some pictures we took for the preparation for the street walk.
we're suppose to convince people not to smoke, and throw away the cigarette he/she is smoking into the ask tray we're holding. it was raining most of the time so we had to wait and slacking all the way till ard 6 plus, and we suppose to report by at 7pm. so we walk to heeren, stood there convince people awhile only and came back.









work ended at around 9.30, went back to woodlands and ate BK with hc josh minghong. after that went home.



now going for another match, before that eating with baby.
shall end here thn, goodbye (:

baby i love you, and i'll never let you go.

shld be otw to work now, cause short of one people. but i guess since boss never ask me to go, i just go for the afternoon shift=x lazy you know~ hehe=p

ytd's lesson was okay~ chem physic amaths maths. sciences and maths. after lunch was DNT as usual but the difference this time is that no one was around to cut material for us, cause all of them went for friday prayer.
waited till around 2plus 3 when they're back and i get my materials. short of 2 more pieces. not enough acrylic for the color i wanted, i hope i can get another color that match my current one.
after DNT went to bath in school, change and to cwp and met weiyao. elvin came shortly after that. thanks elvin for the shirt you lend me(:
jiechoong yaoquan and baby came their selves , and when they met, we reached~ lol

game started when enghui lost the tip off but i blocked their 1st short! woohoo! morale UPUPUP!!
it's a rough game through after 5mins into the 1st quarter, when some noob shit turn over the ball and came swinging his hand around my head when the referee is not looking. he's just some weak ass noob shit running into a human wall(richard) ~
shall no elaborate more, waste time.

after game, changed and went to a muslim coffeeshop. everything is so expensive there-.- so after jiechoong finished his food,we went to the CHEERs beside the MRT station and buy drinks and something to eat. my cup noodles drop on the floor after hitting the cartons of can drinks blocking the way-.- so i ate nothing and went back home.

bathed and had maggies before i went to sleep.

and now that i woke up im here to blog~

gna dl some PSP games to play now, have a nice day people! (:

baby i miss you so :(

reached school at 7am today, was suppose to meet msgomez and the others for Oral Communication practice but when i reached, no one was there-.- i walked from the library to the canteen to find joshua eating alone so i bought something to join him. just when i sat down, msgomez walked pass the canteen with the others-.- they just reached school and at that time it's 7.14am. tsk tsk tsk~ teacher late ah~ =x
so i finished my food before proceeding to the library and start.

lesson was~ what can i say other thn boring? except chemistry and D&T.
went to the chemistry lab to do experiment and FINALLY i got an idea for my artifact!!
i've started on my artifact alr, hoping it's would be a successful one. mrRavin said he won't be here tomorrow, like omg-.- who's gna help me then? hope i can overcome and problems i met with during tomorrow's lesson. after D&T tml there's amaths extra lesson.
IRP(Intensive Revision Program), why not name it RIP(Rest In Peace) instead-.-

went for dinner treat by MRLIM just now at Suntec City, Kuishin Bo Japanese Buffet.
it's atmosphere is great, it's food is great. it's definitely alot more better than Sakae Sushi, but of course even costly=x
total of 18 people were there, namely:
-mrlim
-jianhuang
-cheesiong
-jiechoong
-hongchiong
-jeremy
-joshua
-kenneth
-weiyao
-tingwei
-samuel
-colin
-boonhong
-maniraj
-zhihao
-chaojian
-minghong
-jiahao

total cost is ard $700 ++ like wtf right? lol too expensive for poor kids like us to even eat once a mth =x we ain't working yet~ still mama boys studying for O' lvls

i ate till i felt like vomiting -.- too too too full~~~
went walking around and took some photos and than to adidas shop and take a look
(anw i realize my previous post i said there's pictures but i nvr upload=x but i did alr though=P)

can't believe the whole team standing together looks so crowded

joshua~~ =x

reached home and here i am bloggin while formatting my PSP memory stick.

thats all for today, goodnight everyone! (:

2 more days to the GCE O' Level Mother Tongue Examination.
i don't know how to prepare except for remembering the letter writing formats and memorise some cheng yu or yan yu~

after that will be IRP, Intensive Revision Program. everyday ends school at 4.30pm cause after intensive we need to do our DNT, submission date on 30 JUNE. everything is like so rushed, i haven't even make up my mind to do what for my artifact. i didn't even started on my folio. just 1mth to complete them all, i'm dead-.-
when the intensive starts, i'll do my folio after school everyday. i've to complete it! im gna draw and make a last decision on how my artifact looks like and what it can do by next friday.

goodluck to all for the MT O'lvls. and AMEN to all DNT students cause almost the whole cohort is super duper behind time-.-

alright lets talk about last week end.

friday night, went to SGG's hse to bake cake again! i just love being there to bake cake. it's fun and successful! all sgw except me and jiahao, stayed over night at SGG' hse.


saturday mornning, went for the OLD BOYS training. coach ain't here. mrlim came at around 10plus. it's one bloody hot and tiring training~

after that went for Elizabeth's birthday celebration at her house. the food i must say is delicious!
and thanks Elizabeth for inviting me (:
i almost fell asleep sitting at the sofa there. im too tired~~~

after that the rest of SGWs went to Serene's birthday. for me, i went to meet baby and went to my hse and resttttt. too tired alr.


sunday noon, jc, jy, josh, hc, bh, baby and me went to town.
we walked around for v.long till we finally decided to eat our dinner before going back to woodlands and play pool.

monday morning, went to CWP and met baby to eat Burger King.
after that went to my hse and planned to do MT hmwk. but guess what? i ended up eatchin anime and baby slept from 6 till 8plus 9?
mum cooked dinner and while i was eating, she went to my room and woke baby up to ask her to eat-.- i bet my mum looks like a monster back then, scaring baby~
after that mum took out my baby photo for us to see.
below are 1 i took out and i liked it alot. don't suspect anything, the cute lil baby is indeed me! =x



today, start the school with talks from mrskok and a lil bit from mrchong, after that is recess. after recess is MT intensive, from 10am till 1pm. brain cells are all killed-.- that's not the end, from 1pm till 2pm there's english practice paper to do-.- 2 languages a day, keeps our brain dead.

after school was so damn hungry, i ate a set meal. bought a bowl of curry chicken with josh, ate 1and a half each and ate 3-4 breads, dipping the curry sauce.
that shows im so damn hungry~

went home to dota, half way through disconnected. some dunno who msn nudge me, i want out to close the msn but got disconnected. lost my mood to play after that.

im so tired now but i still got a MT paper to do. screw the MT intensive, imagine you have to face the chinese character for 3-4 continues long hours everyday till the MT O's. who knows when the MT O's we're alr going nuts reading chinese character we perform worse than what we usually does.

gna do my MT now~ must finish it by today~
goodnight people.

and oh jy, if you happen to see this, i'll find blog skins for SGW blog during weekends or what? now no time~ =x

it's another long week end, and it has come to an end.
just send baby home, and im so tired now. i shall blog about this weekend tml?
cause im damn tired and im suppose to sleep now, right baby? =x

alright, so goodnight everyone (:

baby i miss you so much :(

mt intensive was okay for today, cause i like mrFAN, so i listened to his lecture.
learn a lil bit of how to ans compre. wonder if it can help me~

it ends at four. went back to class to get my history result, but mrROY was only able to finish marking SBQ. got 15/25~ not bad~
i need 14/25 for SEQ to pass my HUMANITIES!

got back D&T, 58.5/100. mayb gna add 2 more marks and it's gna be a B4 thn~

after thinking and guessing the result i dno yet,
ENGLISH - F9
MATHS - A1
HUMANS - C6
MT - E8
A.MATHS - F9
SCIENCE - C5
D&T - B4

L1R4 - 25
L1B5 - 33

the result's shit!
but i gna work hard and get better result for prelims and finally O's!

i miss baby! cant go cwp to eat lunch with her):

after taking my paper, went to the canteen and put down my bag and go to the basketball court to see my junior's trng. gt nothing to do till 6pm.
hongchiong came and change to jersey before going out to buy dinner with jianh samuel hc and me.

not long after dinner bus came and finally~ time for match!

the old boys are playing the 2nd match, 8pm
lost~ but not bad for the 1st game out of 2 trainings? lol
quite glad with my own performance except a few times of course~ boost my morale up(:
after match did 40 pumping, hc did 50 richard did 100-.-
we need to train man!
so decided every Sunday morning 10am gym-ing with hc and richard.

at around 10pm the bus came and finally we're otw home. reach home and it's 10plus 11? bathed and came to blog before going to sleep.

texted baby and she didn't reply, guess she's sleeping? i miss her so much now ):

feeling so tired now, going to sleep now.
tml having doctor william tan's talk during assembly.
gna eat into our PE lesson, and today mrsKOK giv a hell long talk to us which also eat into the PE lessons. i bet everyone's not fit enough for the 2.4km mass run on friday. even im gna feel very tired. imagine those who doesn't play sports at all-.- good luck to them~

i miss you baby, alot alot):

got back some of the result today. i can only say i flunk my MYE -.-
the results i know till now is ...

MATHS: 80/100

chem: 28/85
physic: 63/80
SCIENCE: 55/100

MT: 41/100

English P2: 16/50

S.S.: 21/50

from this i can say the most i can pass is 3 subject which is D&T, Maths and Science. the rest i fail ):


mother tongue intensive lecture was SUPER BORING! i tried my best to stay awake but i listened to NOTHING! imagine my MT O'lvl paper is like 13 days away? omg~ im shity dead meat!

after lessons went to baby's hse and slept till 6plus when mum called to meet at cwp.

guess what, DAD's gna buy a new phone for me! but the bloody fucking starhub no stock! zzzzzzz
after eating, suggested to go sembawang's starhub outlet. reached there and NO STOCK TOO! to hell with starhub la. they go close down la~ zzz gna wait some few days more before i can get a new phone-.-

reached home and bath and play PSP awhile before i decided to come blogging~ im oh so fustrated with the bloody STARHUB outlet! zzz singtel's outlet got stock but dad's line is starhubbbb......ahhhhhhhhhh
few more days.. i shall wait.....

tomorrow having a friendly game against idk who~
it's gna be the 1st game for me to play for the old boys team.
starting 5. hope to get a position there if not, morale down~ unless i could perform v.good when i get my chance in the court.

tml's having the MT intensive lecture AGAIN~! it's everyday from 2pm - 4pm so boring man! argh! go die la MT.

so gna sleep now~ if not i cant stay awake for the MT lecture.

goodnight people (:

im at baby's house now~
she's sleeping.
im no longer dota-ing.
those losers keep leaving-.-

wonder why i never leave the game when im 'feeding'~ those who play dota shld understand this term.

felt bored, nothing to do. so came to write a lil something.

as i said a lil something~ so...
thats all =D HEE

had nothing to do so came to blog alil.

just finished playing 2 dota games.
haven't eat~
lalala~ boring.

thinking where can we go later on~ hmmmm

oh and i just remembered that mrlim told me yesterday he want to talk to me on monday, which is tomorrow~ wonder what is he gna talk about~

it's MOTHER'S DAY today. mum asked me for present just now-.- i felt bad when i couldn't give her any ):

to be continued...

okay~ i'll try to revive my dead blog now~
last 2 week is the exam week, so im pack with notes to study, so left with no time to blog.


yesterday, we're suppose to go to partyworld in the morning. but it's cancelled cause some of us are still sleeping~ well sleep is more important thn fun i must say~ so was thinking postpone to sunday but it's Mother's Day. so of us may be celebrating with our parents, some of us may not~


so baby came over to my hse, watch me dota all shit. im useless right~? let my girl watch me play game and she just sat that doing nothing.
after that at around 12plus 1. met weiyang and passed him my track pants. he need it for his CCA camp. had a lil small chat with him~


finally, hungry~ went to cwp and met hongchiong. ate KFC and walked around cwp while waiting for jiechoong. jiechoong came and we went to the library to search for a recipe for the baking we're gna do later on.


borrowed a book and while during the search, jeremy boonhong joshua jiahao came. after that we went to the NTUC downstairs and bought our ingredients. a change of plan when we saw a recipe behind the hesley chocolate chip packaging. so followed that instead of the book.


boonhong, joshua, baby and me walked home cause joshua wants to. the rest took bus to my house.
reached and started baking. today no photographer. but joshua took some pictures.
some were baking some were watching anime some were watching tv some were playing PSP.
but it's fair, those not baking help pack up my kitchen~ thanks guys (:


the cake, i mustn't say it's successful but i also cant say it's unsuccesful. overall tha cake isn't bad~


while baking, we ordered pizzahut. we had our full and continued waiting for the cake while watching tv or anime or PSP-ing~


when the cake is finally ready, it's like 11plus-.- everyone's tired. jiechoong alr K.O.~ so i get a piece ready for everyone to eat while otw back home. gave joshua some extra piece to bring home in a container for his mother and sis.


after that woke baby up, whose sleeping in my room. she's so tired.
send her home and i thn i came home, take a bath before i myself fall deep into sleep.


hongchiong was woke up by the sound of the rain~ it's around 4am this morning he msg me telling me it's raining. i read it only at 7 when i woke up. it's training! but it's raining. hope of playing basketball was dashed.


but good thing is, when i reached school the rain alr stopped. and the court is half dry~ so we used news paper and dry the court before we start training.


we consist of:
-ahbai
-wenbin
-richard
-chengfeng
-weijie
-alan
-sam
-kenneth
-jiahao
-hongchiong
-myself


went home after training straight. took a bath and slept till now, had nothing to do so came to revive my blog~


haven't eaten anything except a bun and a packet of milo since morning till now~
i shall buy something to eat now~ or not.


im gna end here for today then.


wishing all mothers HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!


have fun with your mother tml people (:




baby i miss you so much now~

been studying these few days. 1st time i study so hard for my test. last time also not as hard~
i now realy understand what it means to study hard aiming for the A1. last time only aim for pass, anyhow study also can but im different now! i wan to get A1 for all my subject! even if cant i wan to get a B3!!!

last 4 days of exams. mathematics, sciences, additional mathematics and design & technology. last four paper.

after that next week stupid mother tongue intensive. fuck man~ it's bloody boring! MT suck. give me a B3 for MAY's paper and i'll give away, throw away whatever. i DON'T WANT TO KEEP THOSE BLOODY CHINESE BOOKS!

stressed~ everyone is stressed.
shall not continue anymore now~ cant think of anything to write abt anymore~
goodnight people (:

alright, there isn't anything for me to post nowdays except saying im studying for the MYE -.-
especially for this week, it's SocialStudies and History paper. i just cant memorise the points! worse, history i got 59points to memorise and the paper is like TML! dead-.-

yesterday SS paper, im gna flunk it~ for SEQ, i was thinking why is my answer so short~ thn at the end of the paper i realise i forgt to write 2 other factors~ holy shit. okay thn i was thinking mayb my SBQ could at least help me pass the paper. then! i stayed back with mrROY with some others and realise most of my ans are LOW LEVEL answers! im so gna flunk the paper!
and to think i studied over the night and slept less thn 2 hrs for the paper! damn SEQ! i rmb the factors well! BUT I FORGOT TO WRITE! how dumb can i be ? -.-

now it's time for me to study history. mrROY gave clue. cut down half what we need to study for the paper, but still there's 59points to study~ well i guess i'm still gna flunk my humans paper like always. never once score for my humanities paper-.-

going to RP and study later with yaoquan jeremy jiechoong. jc and yq will be revising AMATHS with mrsoong while jy will do some geo 1st thn amaths. as for me, im gna study hist all the way~ hope i can memorise~

goodluck to me, and
GOODLUCK TO ALL for your MYE!

alright, ain't really in a good or bad mood. cant express it.
going to library to so some Social Studies notes or mindmap or whatever it is, just for the MYE paper coming up next.
hope i can rmb everything im gonna read later on.

suddenly, when i visit our team blog, i look at the slideshow i've put up there, i miss the days we wore our red adidas windbreaker all together.

whatever we do there,
we had joy,
we had fun,
we had laughter,
we had memories.

i miss the days there. if only time can freeze, i hope it freeze there longer.
i'm thinking of the past. thinking how great it is during that time. i just can't stop thinking.

had the 1st MYE paper today, English Language.
i think i write the wrong fomat, and my comprehension, nothing to say but FLUNK!

after the 2nd paper, stayed in class to write testimonial to nominate mrRAVIN as the kindness teacher. when i finished writing, hongc called and told me they all had left the school alr. so wait for 5mins before the class tshir vendor came and finally after so longg~ we've ordered out tshirt. it's gonna be pink polo t people. the pink is like the lollipop color for our classroom walls. but i think it isn't that dark? forgt. there's no lighter pink, the lighter one are like white color-.- sooo yea, love the tshirt people. anw it cost ard $16 bucks per person.

went home and slept for a very short while before going to school again for the interview.
it's boring though~ everything asked is related to the student council. nothing much related to CCA. so it's kinda waste of time going there. whatever i said, the student council who is also a CCA leader go through before. the rest of the question is like organizing celebration whatever, it doesn't concern us student population at all-.- we're all lvl 1, small fry~

reach home after the interview, cant go to baby's hse cause mum called me to ask me to go home cause she cooked dinner for me. so here i am~ finally blogging after so long~

shall go eat my dinner now, bye people (:

okay i ain't feeling liek studying nowadays. MYE is starting on this friday. bloody no study mood at all when i want to. HOW!

finally im starting to do my DNT. artifact only though =x folio still empty. yes EMPTY!

it's late and i wna sleep but thought i hadn't came bloggin nowadays. so this short post shall do for tonight. wait till weekend when i have time ba~

goodnights people.

okay it's late and im tired. but i must post this today if not i forgt everything alr=x

early in the morning, went to school to paint my class~ as mention earlier on. after that i played basketball in school till 1.15 before going home to change. meet teamWRS2008 at cwp to go to mrlim's hse for bbq. he told us to reach by 5pm, don so early so we met at ard 3pm. bought a wallet as a present for him, not for his birthday~ just for the sake of buying to thnks him (:

reached and play board&card games, namely UNO, RISK and TABOO. i didn't play UNO but i did play TABOO and RISK. the longest game is none other than RISK. we play for like more thn 2 hrs before it's finally the end. but even though it ended, we didn't complete it, we just conclude the winner. imagine if we continue playing till the end, it'll be a 3 hr game-.-

after that started bbq-ing and those that bbq went gaming. after everything end it's alr 11plus 12am. lucky that there's bus to the interchange! BUT UNLUCKY that there's no bus back to woodlands-.- the last train also isn't towards woodlands! -.-

after much discussion, we decided to take cab home. one of the idea is to sleep at the interchange till tml morning before we go home~

reach home and i came to blog str8, cause i scared i forgt what happen today.
the reason i haven't been blogging nowadays is not only im busy, it's also because i can't remmeber the details that happened on the day =x

alright i shall go to bed now~ damn tired.
goodnight people (:

alright im back home from school after painting my class room. going to mrlim's hse to have BBQ now! so i shall post tml again! bye! (:

'reply' me soon honey (:

alright people, im sorry i ain't blogging for this pass few days. i shall blog tml or sunday. been busy in school and after school so when i reached home im damn tired so never blog.

i just want to say i love you honey(:

alright. the E-learning thing is so damn shit!
login takes 5mins to load. clicking on assignment takes like, FOREVER TO LOAD! keep load blank page! what shit can we do!?!?!? everyone's having the same problem.

i understand what's going on. cause everyone is logging in at the same time of course it will cause some 'traffic' jam. BUT THEY BLOODY TAKES MY 150MINS JUST CLICK AND REFERESHING 1 SINGLE ASSIGNMENT!
how to finish the rest!-.-

still say give us till 5pm to finish assignment, 1 assignment take 2 hr alr and still CANT LOAD! omggggg, confirm cant finish it on time de la. i shall log out now so other people have better logging~ i'll do later at noon. since they so kind extended the time to 5pm.

alright i had been lazy nowadays~ not blogging cause everytime i reached home it's like 11plus 12am.

i realize something which is not good for me. when i study, i can understand so well at that moment, but when that lesson ends i seems to forgt eerything! especially for maths and amaths. i can understadn straight away in class, doing all the example all the work sheets given but the next lesson, i forgt everything-.-
damn i got to buck up if not by Olvls im gna forget everything i had learned this year.

today's E-LEARNING DAY!
having lesson on the internet AT HOME! fun fun! but cant sign in now-.- cause there's some ganchiong kiasu people alr signing in the last few days trying to do the work-.- some teachers found up when they try to change the work given so i think mrYAP change the setting or whatever that we cant sign in till the time when lessons starts.
we're suppose to follow the time table, but good thing for me! cause 1 PE period is free for every one, BUT i got 4 DNT period! how to do my folio using internet! HAHA! plus 2 more recess and lunch break, total i got 7 periods out of 11 periods froo today! WOOT! but if possible i'll try to use the free time to complete my amaths work la~ i owe mrsoong like 3CHPTS OF WORK! totally empty man! ytd went to night study tried to do, realise i forgt lots of the steps-.- so for 2 question i did it for like 10 mins? so long~ and thats it for the 3hr night study=x cause the rest of the time is spent to teach dear catherine jeanice and joshua about SETS. teach till 9pm, left half an hour so i slack around till it's time to go~

hope i can complete the amaths la~ if not i'll be so behind. jc jy josh they all go night study finish all amaths alr~ they completed the previous exercise last night study cause im doing my emaths. so they're like 2chpts ahead of me! gna catch up!

later at night got OLD BOYS training. OLD boys-.- hc says that finally it's our turn to be called old. kinda miss the days we're still YOUNG huh~ well training at 7pm in school. wonder how it's gna go~

alright it's almost time for me to sign in for my E-Learning!
shall stop here now~!

be back to post tonight if im not that tired when i reached home =x

nothing much today.

during chemistry, i bloodly cant understand mrs wheliam or whatever the spelling is. she such an ass that when people ask, she talks back and say that we shld clarify at the end of the lesson and not disrupt the lesson-.- how the hell can we ask when we're having lesson after her lesson ends~ still hold us back some more, waste time on chemistry i rather waste time sleeping-.-

had NAPFA test today.

pull up - 7
sit up - 50
standing board jump - 255cm
sit & reach - 41cm
shuttle run - 9.0s

cant get gold~ as usual cause of sit and reach.

walked fionne home with yuchang, it's the same direction anw~ crap with chang, just like we do last time when we're young. now we OLD boys~ lol.

went home after. bath and get dinner for me and my mum. finish dinner and played DotA till now. shall go to bed now cause it's late alr.

goodnight people (:

it's the end of the season, it's the last game we had together.

all the days we've been together, it has been the best of the best. trainings had been tough, i know some actually want to give up but still we preservered. thankyou for being to consistent, thankyou for being together. i cant express my feelings but to say i love you guys! [i ain't gay okay~ =x]

i want to say:
hongchiong, thankyou for improving your shooting for all of us. thankyou for being so aggressive for all of us.
jiechoong, thankyou for all the trainings you attend to help us with practicing. thankyou for being with the team through out.
joshua, thankyou for all the cheers you gave us, thankyou for all the laughter you brought to us.
jeremy& boonhong, thankyou for being with us though the competitions, thankyou for the statistic that made us grow stronger. thankyou for everything you've done for us, for all those had improve us.
jiahao, thankyou for taking all those shots and brought up our morale every game.
minghong, thankyou for not leaving us after the northzone, and stayed with us till the end.

thankyou everyone for taking my fustration, taking my scolding, taking my harsh comments. i don't meant to hurt you people at all but i just release my anger randomly.

lastly, thx boonhong for the comment, not knowing how you're able to realise that im always injured, thankyou for the care and concern(: my injuries, even i lost count if how many there is~

wrs#09

above is my post from SGW blog. i shall elaborate my feelings more here (:

i want to thank everyone on the team, namely jianhuang samuel weiyao tingwei kenneth. that's all i think? =x

i want to keep the bonds between us alive. i don't want to lose it. yes we do have to separate someday but let's come out sometime, do some shopping or playing basketball or whatever it is, keep this bonds we had alive (:

i remember the days at taipei when we all had so much fun together.
without parents nagging at us,
without school to attend,
without homework to do,
without anything to worry.

all we need to do is to play the game we loved the most, basketball. we just had to follow instructions to play the game in a respectable way, we just had to follow instructions to play the game professionally.
we may have suffered tough punishment because of a few, but we do it together without complaining. we laughed at each other being stupid or funny, and we're never offended.

we teared together when we lose, we laugh together when we win.
now that the team had to be dispersed, we cant play for another competition together again. for some of us, we may be playing for B'boys, some will continue playing for WRS next year, some might not play anymore. but as i said earlier on, let's meet up aften and play tgt shall we?

it's been a great year together, it's been a fun year together.
thankyou everyone for the fun and joy (:

LOST TODAY! FUCK!
okay it's my fault: not wanting to shoot around on tuesday night.
commiting the last foul.

what if i never foul out, will we get so close to wining the game? or will it remain at that big gap between the 2 teams?

damn it, out of 16 games, we lost 2 games. argh! shldn't have lost today! zzz DAMN IT!!!

im so bloody nervous since the start of the day, packing my bag thinking today's opponent, went to school saw every other teammates with shoe bags, receieving the letter of excuse to leave class early. i cant concentrate in class at all~ my performance is so worse that no one could be more worse than me. sigh~


reached home, bathed and lie on the sofa till dinner's ready. ate dinner and watched tv. after that here i came and blogged.
waiting for dad to come home and do something before i can go out and meet darling if possible but he's still NOT! wonder how long he's gna take to come home-.-

shall stop here tonight, goodnight~

dear i miss you!

today's school was quite interesting. 1st was chemistry, combined with 4e3. they keep talking about blowing here and there~ you know 'blow'? lol

then english lesson wrote a summary as class work, followed by mothertongue, got back previous test paper.

after school sat around, eat before going to play basketball. damn i missed dear and was worried of her over 'something' so went to look for her. after awhile, everything was fine i go back play again =x ard 30mins before the MT oral, joshua came shouting 'orders from above'~ lol thn ask me go canteen rest, and of course it's from dear asking me to rest and clean up~

MT oral was like shit! finish the whole test in less thn 5mins! im so gna fail -.-

after that had to rush to CWP to take the bus to SBC for trng. bloody bus uncle no happy that we're late. we're f*cking having MT oral and we rushed there asap alr. worse is after trng complain to mrLIM say we late, as if we're scared. piece of shit!

reached SBC and there's still a match to finish before we can start trng. so watch it while waiting, some played PSP~

trng trng trng trng~

the bus drop us off outside the school, so had our dinner at the coffeeshop opposite to our school.
and we swear we'll never order anything that's hot from the SEAFOOD stall alr. every food that's hot they also put chilli pali-.- so damn hot! i bought 2 cups of water to finish 1 plae of noodles~

went home and while walking, a guy asked me if i smoke, can sell him 1 stick anot--" i replied rudely NO and he was lik 'oh sry sry' ~ lol!

reached home and i cant bath-.- the tap for my toilet is spoiled so to prevent leakage, dad turn off the main tap that provides water for the toilet at the kitchen, but it's at his room so when i reached home, his room is locked and i cant bath! sat down,msg dear and played PSP while waiting. wait for ard 30-40 mins before dad came home and finally i can bath! and guess what, mum is inside her room all the while and she dun wan to open the door when i tried to open it! hell~
as my parents had a tiff few days ago, she changed and went downstairs to buy beer. sis came home just when mum leaves so i asked her to go with her to prevent her from buying. thn dunno whatever happen, mum say wna take cab to go somewhere. bloodly make my blood boils, i went down and shout so fucking loud that i can hear my echo around. thn she followed me home and i came blogging-.-

dun learn this from me people, dun shout at your mum. it's because i dno how to comfort her or say whatever shit to bring her back home, it's my best 'ahbeng' way=x cause since last time whn i was like those kinda typical ahbeng, i shout and scolded my mum when this kind of things happened, realise that when i say this it means it's not the 1st time-.- so she's scare that police might come and arrest me for public disturbance, shouting so bloodly loud at MIDnight some more, she came home with me.

shall not say more cause im too tired, already very tired from training and i had to raise my voice till my throat is pain now-.- bloodly not in a good mood now!

im going to sleep now~ goodnight people.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
25++

2. What I want the most now?
see my darling

3. Who is the person you trust most?
good friends and darl

4. Do you think u have enough confident?
more thn enough~

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
be a RSAF top pilot

6. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
to earn 1mil by 30

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
all my friends and her(:

8. How do you find yourself?A friendly person?
i dno~ ask those ard me

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
why not? i alr did =P

10. How would you spend the 200bucks if you have to?
eating's the best!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your the other half?
caring, not princess attitude, cooks for me!

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
princess attitude girls, typical ahbeng/ahlian, people who does things without thinking

13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
more then anyone would!

14. Will u rather be alone than in a group ?
nope, i like group. the more the merrier!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
things~ money =x

16. If you ever get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from?(e.g get it from work, toto, inheritance)Why?
pay increment or whatever, as long as i work for it. i not a guy that's 不劳而获 =x

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
im a sportsperson, what you think? lol

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?
friendly, like to be hang out with.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
attitude?

20. Would i change my hairstyle if i have to?
i dno~ im alr very lazy to style it -.-

Instructions:Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.


i shall not tag anyone, no sabotage from me (:

steph and jingyee, i did the quiz alr ah~

kay, its's like me posting! :D

I love my darling (((:

change seating arrangement in class today. now im sitting at the 2nd row from the front, shld be able to concentrate more i hope =x

after school stayed in class to chit chat around with ...to many to name but mainly jc josh boon jy hc mh colin and MY DEAR~! sat around till 2.20pm before we go to cwp for the bus to SBC for out match today. had longjohnsilver for lunch.

while playing, i score three 3pointers in the 1st quarter! 1 more 3pointer later on during the 2nd half. top score with 18pts and jiahao had 17pts. i created a history for myselve by scoring four 3pointers in a game! im so happy today! (:
anw during the match i keep burp and i can taste the longjohn i just ate-.- hc say he smell it during the match too~ so most probably it's mine =x

after the match, waited till around 6.30pm before the bus came. reach woolands and came home straight. had dinner just now and came to blog after finishing it.

nothing much to say today so goodbye~ (:

had my 2.4km trial run today, cause i didn come to school yesterday-.- i had to run all by myself~ it's boring okay~ i cant keep track if im slowing down anot cause JC's not there behind or beside me.

nowadays i always cant finish my food-.- shall not order that much next time during recess~

had maths test, and i shall say this is the MOST difficult test i ever had since last year till now. mensuration's hardest topic for me? i guess. every other else hate coordinate geometry but i loved it=x to me, it's so damn easy! haha but to others not, except some of those mathematics pro~

i didn do my amaths homewk=x mrsoong is going through the hmwk question and i felt bad not doing his work. told him i'll hand in my work by next monday, so my task this weekend is already decided, to complete my amaths!

after school went for training at SBC. ever since the 1st year im in this school, it's the most relaxing training ever. all we did is shoot at 10 different spots, followed by free throws, water break and then we played a game call 'horse' but we change it to 'pig'! more challenging cause it's 3 letters instead of the usual 5. jiahao won the lil competition and get himself a 100plus treat from mrlim. after that played 2 rounds of 'shoot & kill'. joshua won the 1st round and i won the second, again mrlim treated us 100plus. last game we had is the ' buzzer shot' game. we stand at the half court line and the 1st to put the ball through the hoops will get a coke from mrlim. zhihao got it in the end, and that's the end of the training~

went back to woodlands, outside school, accompanied them to have dinner before jc hc jiah josh mh went back to school for night study while jianh samuel and me went home.

ate dinner and bathed. watch tv half way suddenly the screen goes off. dad checked the cable tv set-out box and found water beneath it-.- guess what, the water is from the fish tank beside~ the fish 'jump' and splashed water on the set-out box few minutes before the screen goes off. so dad told me to call the starhub customer service to say something wrong with the set-out box but dun tell them it's because of the water. lol! tml they're coming up to fix it, mayb we might get a new set-out box for free=x

helped dad with some printing and meanwhile here i am blogging. ginna finish the last page of printing and go to sleep now.

so goodnights!


hey honey, stop thinking too much alright? and i ain't perfect at all~
iloveyou my dear (:

didn't go to school today cause i don't feel like to =x
dear also didnt go today.


met jeremy to pass him his edusave consent form, plastic bag for joshua and a towel for jiechoong. they need the plastic bag and towel for training later in the day. she woke up coughing and sneezing blood, as in the phelgm got blood la. so after meeting jy outside the school gate i walk to her hse and took a cab to polyclinic cause it's kinda late alr~ the clinic closes at 4.30pm and considering the time needed to go there and the time needed to wait for consulting the doc, so i suggested we take a cab.

good thing it isn't anything very serious. went to collect the medicine and while waiting for the turn, we explored the lil shop beside and 30mins is gone like that-.- time really flies~

after that ate lunch and we walk all the way to her home from the polyclinic. i like the long walk we had(: and thanks honey to listen to all my grumble, appreciated that alot(:

reached home, ate dinner before starting to do my hmwk. completed my emaths wksht and stop there, cause dad borrowed my calculator while i'm doing my last emaths paper halfway. so i finished the rest using mental calculation. i cant do that for amaths so i came online instead =x

kenneth called me telling me about what happened today, and also told me there's training tml also. jianhuang and hongchiong msged me about the training tml too. thx guys for informing me(:

i shall stop here now, trying to upload a photo to friendster but keep getting error-.-

goodnight!

alright, it's april fool day today. stephanie tan xinyi tries to prank me-.- and somehow she did somehow she don't~

see her blog and ask her what she did~ shall not blog it out here~ tedious~

not feeling well and went home, take care my dear~
cant see you makes me miss you ):

after school had English Prelim Oral Examination.
here's my comment slip from my examiner, mdm rabia(thx adrienne for correcting me[=)


after that waited for hongchiong before going to the coffeeshop opposite the school to have our dinner with jy. jc came afterwards and they both went to the night study session in school while hc go for his tuition at khatib. left with boonhong and myself so we decided to go library with my dear(:

sat at the library after doing some work~ went home and bath and lalala~ lazy to elaborate further more=x

so i shall stop here now~
goodnight my friends(:
and ilu my darling (:

some pictures i took yesterday during the sentosa trip and at the WRS 10th anniversary concert (:








i cant upload some now, internet got some problem~ so i shall edit this post tomorrow again~ so mean while enjoy some of the pictures i took during the underwater world (:

im using my sis lappy now right infront of my own computer -.-
helped her to configure some stuffs on her lappy and i just can resist using it to post=x



29march-saturday

wento to sentosa in the morning to participate in an event called 'photohunt' with jianhuang jiechoong samuel hongchiong jeremy joshua kenneth shuluan minghong choonboon maniraj & lastly jianhuang's mother.

we're given 8 photos from around the whole of sentosa and we're suppose to find the place and take group photos in it. there's some extra pts we could gain my answering it too. my group consist of jiechoong hongchiong samuel jeremy minghong and myselve~


we ran around the whole of sentosa and it' so HOT!!! climb hill, ran across the beach~ it sure is tiring but at the same time its fun!

the 2 groups of us went around together, taking the same photos, having the same answers so we shloud have the same pts isn't it? but surprisingly, when the tabulate the points, my group got 2nd and jianhuang's group got 4th-.- consider we arrived at the same time. having the same pts, we shld have gotten 2nd and 3rd at least isn't it? strange but nvm~ at least one of the group got 2nd and the prize money is shared among all of us. cause that's part of the plan. initial plan is get 1st and 2nd prize and sum up the money then divide among us but we got 2nd, nevermind though. the fun is what i want most (:

after the prize presentation, we went to the underwater world before we go home. too photos and videos there.

took a cab back to woodlands. the prize money divided is 50bucks for 4 person and the cab cost us 30bucks. lol~ winnings is lesser and lesser~

bathed and cooked maggie mee. ate and waited or the rest to leave their hse. walk to Republic Poly and met them all. i think today we all look very smart and great(: but we didnt take photos tgt though~ only 4 of us took 1 during the break.

the concert isn't as bad as i thought it would be cause i'd already seen some of it in school celebrations. overall i think the concert is great. i liked mrSIVA's and mrCHONG's part the most, especially mrchong's cause personally i liked guitar~ haha.

after the concert we stood outside "THE REPUBLIC CULTURAL CENTRE" for awhile before we decided to go to woodgrove to have our supper. after the supper all went our seperated ways home.

walk fionne home again(: and after that im so damn tired i walked with my eyes closed sometimes =x and when i finally reached home, i took a quick shower and fell straight to bed afterwards. woke up at around 11 plus 12 this morning and started posting. halfway through the lappy died on me -.- lucky for me cause sometimes my blogger will encounter some problems and cant save automatically.

going to bath and eat my lunch now before i go to fionne's hse to do my DNT folio. im so behind time and hope i can catch up asap.

thats all now, shall post again tonight if possible~

seeya!

shall not blog about yesterday because i've forgotten what happened =x

had a talk with mrlim during PE lesson about some basketball stuffs. he said i'm just one more step away to be a great player, which is to be generous to myself. i often get frustrated with myself if i do some lil mistakes or i fail to put in the ball when i had a good chance to. talk about me controlling my emotion during the matches.

after PE is recess, got some lil clues of physics from the rest of sgw cause they already took the test before recess. after recess is the test and i think i can score well in it(: i don't totally rely on the informations they give of course~ just that 1 question im sure i cant answer if josh had not tell me to memorize.

after test went for our match. won AssumptionEnglishSchool today 56-48. tingwei's the top scorer today ! 10pts for him. 9pts for samuel and 8pts for me and jianh~ another thing special today is that hongc scored his 1ST 3POINTER since the start of the season till now!! what a great day today is~ haha.. now that we're the top of the group, shall wish we have another good draw for the next round again! but even if it's not, we'll take all the opponent down! we can do it!

went back to school, tingwei and samuel rush to the field to play their interclass soccer. they went in for like less then 2mins and the match end already-.- so while waiting for their next match, went to play basketball and the stupid lightning alert stops all the outdoor activities. interclass are postpone again~ it's like the 3rd time already? so waited in the canteen trying to cool down before leaving but instead i got myself even more warmed up =x went to shoot some hoops using the netball pole before going home.

reached home and bathed before i came here blogging. later on at night might be playing DotA with jy josh shijie mh wanli? not sure. later then say~ if not tired =x

tml's going to sentosa with jianhuang jiechoong jeremy hongchiong joshua samuel and some others i cant remember. total of 13 people including jianh's mum. gonna have fun fun fun! after that we'll be meeting at cwp after we go home and change out clothes for the Public Performance at night. jc suggested to reach earlier to get good seats cause it's free seating. we shall see tomorrow then~

im gonna get my dinner now~ goodbye! (:

keep it this way for AWHILE, just awhile
let me clear my doubts on somethings

i've forgotten most of what i've done on the previous few days~ so i'll write whatever i remember =x

24march-monday
school ends at ard 1pm. went to watch the movie called "MIRACLE" with teammates and mrlim on the DVD mrlim brought. some similarities between them and us. it's quite a meaningful movie to watch.

after that went to SBC for training. don't know why but i felt so damn tiring-.- all we did was the same as we always did every trng but im so exceptionally tired-.-

after that i forgt what happen alr~

25march-tuesday
normal school day but after school went to canteen, and it was so empty -.- usually after school many people will gather in the canteen with friends or whatsoever but today, everyone just walked out of the school. it's like during speech day or other events, the school announce that we have to leave the school immediately when lesson ends. so i was wondering what's with everybody leaving the school so early~ well i went home straight after too~ after discussing the time to meet at library.

went home played a game of DotA before going to library. we need to de-stress =x went to library to meet fionne with joshua and agnes already at the library. jiechoong came after that. studied maths. became the tutor for joshua~ so in the end i didn't study much but when im able to teach someone, it means i know how to do! so it's a win-win situation~ haha! agnes went off at around 8plus.

after study, standard procedure. went to mcdonald and ate dinner~ slack chit chat. thn went home. walk fionne home before going home myself again. reached home mum left some food for me. the foods were so cold-.- but i ate it all. she stayed up till 11plus to wait for me to eat them, so i must thank my mum for saving the food for me even though i told her not to cook my share~

26march-wednesday
had maths test today. i felt that it was quite an easy paper. when i was doing the paper, it was like doing every other paper mrRAVIN gave us. after test, i realised some mistakes i'd done but im actually quite sure i can ace the paper? hopefully i do cause i shld ace this paper.

match at 4.30pm. won Anglican High today 50-47. though mrlim say i performed very well today but to me i did not. mayb my expectation is too high or whatever but i just felt i did not. yes i did drive to the basket lots of time, with good chance to put the ball in but many times the ball rolled or bounced out. its a bad day for me ): if i'd put all those ball into the ring we could had had a easier game. also, i realise i had a bad habit. during opponents' fastbreak, i tent to slow down beside them waiting for them to release the ball so i could reject them. i wasn't like this before the northzone which i rejected shots quite a few times. think i shld change it asap.

had a fall and landed on my left knee again-.- it already had old injuries since sec2 and i fall landing on it the previous game. now again, on the same spot. damn i cant just lay down there holding my knee. had to withstand the pain and continue running. i dont wan to get scolded again saying that i let the opponent score an easy basket for lying down there.

hope the nationals game can be abit tighter? don't want a too long break in between. having a game every alternate day would be great. so the whole season could end faster and i can stop playing basketball earlier. i liked playing in this competition but sometimes i felt stressful, so i want to stop all this shit. hope to get glory for the school, creating a history for WRS basketball, before i can stop playing this stressful basketball that requires me to withstand the pain on court from all the injuries and elbows or whatever received from the opponents.

i shall stop here tonight. it's late and im tired. goodnight everybody.

im thinking if i shld reveal it to you.

this video is the video im talking about on the previous post. watch closely to see the smoke. or water vapour if you wan to call it in scientific term. my body's 'smoking'~

watch closely at my arms and the space above my mouth=x

all i can say for today is it's a damn boring day~ woke up at ard 11plus 12. hc came my hse and we went to cwp to meet joshua for lunch at KFC. jc and jeremy came too.

after lunch went for a hair cut, but i doesn't look like i cut my hair-.- came home and played computer the whole day till now.

thats all for today~ isn't it a boring weekend? damn~

oh and i may change skin again, ain't really satisfied with the current one so ya, thats all. goodnight people (:

this post will be about yesterday, 22nd MARCH.

woke up at around 12, then i receive a message from jeremy asking me if i want to go to the library and do some work. as usual i agree, cause i got lots of amaths work undone =x

bath and gotten ready, left the house to meet fionne at cwp. im already half way there before i realize i forgot to bring my stuffs for my training at 6pm later on, so i turned around and went back home to get it. rush to cwp after i got my stuffs cause i've made fionne wait a long time.
finally reached cwp and met up with fionne before proceeding to the library.

saw meiyin standing outside the library. went up to the 4th floor and find jeremy hongchiong joshua minghong already there. i sat there for awhile before taking out my own work to do cause everyone else is doing emaths except me, im doing amaths-.- help joshua jeremy and fionne with some maths question before i start doing my own work.

at around 2.30pm, fionne josh hc and my packed our bag and leave jy and mh alone for lunch at mcdonald. saw jeanice standing outside the library this time round~

finished our lunch and it's raining heavily outside now. slack awhile before going back up to find shijie joining jy and mh. settled down and starting doing work again.

at around 6plus we all started to slack and chit chat around. left the library by 6.30pm. jy & shijie went home while fionne went to find her mum for a massage session. josh hc mh and me went the opposite direction to josh's house. reached josh block, mh went home to get change 1st. hc and me went up to josh's house and ransacked his room a lil =x

after josh had changed, went downstairs to meet mh. walked to cwp to get a ride on bus 903 to hc's hse. he changed and off we go to Marsiling CC for our 'training'.

reach there and it's still drizzling. jianhuang jiechoong samuel jiahao chaojian are already there when we reached. they're all trying to dry the court using newspaper but to no avail cause its still drizzling for god sake. cleared the newspaper and we started playing basketball instead of the planned training we supposed to. the floor condition is so wet so we cant continue with the plan~ say only la, most probably if it's dry we'll still not do it =x but impossible is nothing! we might be following the plan if it did not rain earlier. rest in between the games. jc and hc sat down and saw smoke coming our from my body! cause of some cold air and my hot body temp and whatever chemistry stuffs causes the smoke la. jc video-ed it down, shall post it up when i get it from him (:

at around 9.15pm, everyone stopped and rest. damn my jers are so wet. i get a change for my top but not my bottom-.- oh and earlier on, jc played with a few small pieces of newspaper and rolled it up to look like a shit. i found it on the ground and placed it at the door of the lift. funny part is everyone that came out of the lift make noises, pushing each other to avoid stepping on the 'shit'. of course we laughed and just when we're leaving already, some one stepped on it. they were like 'eek!' lmao!

josh mh chaojian samuel jiahao went home, hc jc jianhuang and me went eating dinner. ate slack chit chat awhile before going home. boarded the bus and it was soooo cold -.- my pants is so freezing cold and wet that i shivered through out the ride back home.

reached home bathed and came online. watch some NBA videos at youtube till now fionne reminded me to blog. if she never ask me if i blog already a not, i don't think i'll remember to blog tonight~ lol!

so thankyou ah fionne!
lastly before i go, i won't give up finding out who it is fionne! and until you tell me who it is, i won't tell you! =P

goodnight everyone! or should i say good MORNING! haha
SEEYA~!

woke up at around 11plus 12 today. im so damn tired.

went on9 and edited my blog. was suppose to meet hc they all at 12.45pm but i took too long to edit the blog so~ in the end met them at ard 2?

went to nerissa's hse to bake cake. they bought the ingredient when they all had met at 12.45pm. the process was~ okay okay la. not too fun and not too bored. dirty my shirt though~ lol

went home to get change cause they say they wan to go town after baking. saw jy fionne and mh who's otw to nerissa hse. got changed and thn i left my hse. msged hc and he told me they decided not to go town anymore-.- at that point of time i feel like turning around and go home but since im alr out, i wanted to eat 1st before going home. after few discussion, hc told me to go nerissa hse 1st. was so hungry so i bought something to eat at cwp's night market. reach nerissa's hse and they say they're waiting for me to eat cake. mayb they did hear what i told them before i leave, i said dun wait for me to eat the cake, just meet at cwp to go town but nvm~ just feel weird going home to change clothes to go back to her hse again-.- the cake was nice actually. to me la~ the girls thought it was too sweet but that's what chocolate cake shld be! chocolate cake always taste very sweet.

after that went to cwp to meet jc. jc also thought going town, just like me. lol but in the end we ended up hanging at cwp. bh nerissa huishin joyce mh went walking around cwp while jc hc jy josh fionne and me ate at pastamania. we finished our food and planned to meet boon the others but they just bought their food and eating at kfc. so it's our turn to walk around before they finish eating. went to night market and stroll around. boon called say dun meet alr cause after they finish their food they're all going home. so we went back to cwp and wander aimlessly~ hc went home half way through the wandering~ the rest of us found ourselve sitting and slack while the time continue to tick. 10plus, felt thirsty and all of us went down to 7-11 to buy drinks. stood there and chat again like the day we watch 'meet the spartans'. talked till 11pm thn decided to go home. am feeling tired now, tml still got trng-.- sians~
i'll stop here now, goodnights everyone(:

woke up late today. shld be meeting jy and guys in school by 7 but i woke up at 7.30-.-

rush to wash up and get change and pack my bag before cabbing to school. reach school by 8am. 5mins before im late, lucky~

today's lesson quite bored laa~ all so sian de, except socialstudies. starting talk crap talk crap after that serious work. when mrROY asked anyone to volunteer, i started the ball rolling~ but i got the answer wrong -.- next question, ME AGAIN! got it wrong again-.- next, yes its me again! cause i dun wan give up till i get 1 correct but im so dumb-.- wrong again~ till the 4th time thn i get it correct, with some clue by mrROYsomemore-.- after that boonhong turn thn my turn thn boonhong again. whole lesson only me and boonhong answer~ lol one good thing is i didn't expect mrROY to like the attitude i have when i say i never correct i wont stop answering. haha thought he will feel that im playing. im not okay! haha

15mins to the bell for the end of the last period of the day! mrROY finished what he wanted to teach today earlier thn someone reminded him that he owe the whole class drink each. initially i didn't know why till i ask them. its because during the holiday remedial, the whole 4E4 complete the homework given! 4E5 not all so mrROY rewarded us! hahaha

got our drinks, thn went home after the rest came to the canteen and gather. went to cwp to eat cause i need to meet my mum and sis at 'COURTS' to buy a laptop for sis. they dunno much about computer stuffs so i had to rush down and help them with the choice. finally sis got the lappy, i had my lunchy~

went home bath and set up the wireless network stuffs for sis and taught her a lil bit about the features her lappy got. thn went to library and do work! hard working leh~ but it's tiring man~ everyday so many work. shit ass worksssss

after that went to mcdonald again! standard precedure~ lol.

slack and did some stupid stuffs haha! figure out what we did yourself with the photos below(:

sorry if i don't blog often, very busy=x

i forgt to mention on the last post that the night at kenneth's bbq, there's a guy dunno who is he~ came to the pit and point a plate of uncooked hotdogs. he asked us if it's cooked anot, and of course we told him no. he confirm with us if it's raw anot before he took one and ate it-.- damn what a cocky guy, trying to act cool infront of the girls. heard he plays basketball at admiralty park. very haolian ah, own my friend, when i got time i'll see you own us or we own you.(own is a term people that play dota use when they're winning or thrashing others)

17march
went to dhoby ghaut to watch the dance works. janice sis is performing! just before the dance start, it started to rain-.-
janice told us her turn will be towards the end so weiyang richmond and me went into the shopping mall and wander around. julene and steph squeezed into the crowd to watch the performance from the start. finally when the rain stops, its janice's turn to perform. seen a few previous dance from other school and both wy and rich thinks the say way as i do, janice's school did the best. not like those others so primary school like -.-
after the dance julene went to meet her friend, steph and rich go shangri to take steph's pay. wy and me went back but wy stop at sembawang to meet kengyang. i went home change and go library to meet joshua jiechoong jeremy jianhuang and fionne.( all guys starts with "J" lol) did some work before going to eat at mcdonald. jy and jh went home 1st. josh jc fi and me ate at mcdonald, stayed there till night-.- went home and continued doing my homework before going to sleep to end the day~

18march
went school have lesson lo~ what else. mrlim ask to talk to me and jianhuang about some team matters. thn after school training, after training bus send us back to outside school ard 8pm. ate dinner and came home blogging lo. only thing interesting is, my toilet's light bulb ain't working-.- parent's room is lock. i cant bath until now they came back home. going to bath now!
BYEBYE!

meet jianhuang jiechoong samuel &minghong at cwp today. went to catholic high to watch the ADIDAS U18 versus SINGAPORE U18 match. team SINGAPORE won the game! but i also support team ADIDAS as much as i support team SINGAPORE, so~ its the same to me, just a show case of skills of a higher lvl of basketball to me (:

after that went orchard to buy samuel a crumpler bag as a birthday present, then back to cwp to get an ADIDAS watch for kenneth as birthday present as well. we're so generous leh~ =x

went to the bbq party kenneth set up with samuel. still a few days to their birthday but celebrated earlier cause it'll be schooling time and we ain't got time to celebrate if so.
half way through i rain-.- so move back to shuluan hse there and continued. play soccer after cutting the cake. my pants 'pzzz'-.- understand? the game is too violent=x wy fall down with a bruise on his knee and i got scratches on my hands. but it was fun though~ cause it was from a soccer match to a rugby match. everyone hold the ball and charge towards the goal post and throw it in. damn fun! but it's gotta end somehow cause it's late~

went home after that and tml im going to THE CATHAY to watch JANICE SIS's dance performance with friends. i think it shld be a great day tml!

going to sleep now, goodnight everyone! (:

after training, mrpoh offered to drive me home, cause our block is just beside only~ haha but instead he drove me and some others to 888plaza so we could have our lunch and he go home. after that went to shuluan's hse. bake cheese cake and shuluan bake cup cake. still edible la=x okay la quite nice, not so bad. i took a lil of the cheese cake home for my cute lil cousin cause my sis called to ask me go home early as my aunt are coming to singapore tonight! hahaha
now im gonna tidy my room if not my cousins got no space to sleep in. good night!

yo people. ain't gonna blog much this week la~ no time to even rest! sad thing huh.

12march
went bugis with elizabeth nerissa jiechoong hongchiong joshua. accompanied elizabeth to buy her bagpack before going to orchard. we tried to buy a 3plus movie ticket for STEP UP2 but it's full. so we decided to buy the next timing which is 7.30pm. guess what, the seating available is just the 3rd row fom the front. somemore we need to seperate-.- and somemore the time we went to buy the ticket is 2plus !! damn STEPUP2 sure is popular~ anw its a great show, CATCH IT!

oh and when we're still at bugis, josh and me went up a escalator from 2nd floor to 3rd, 2 girls stand at the 2nd floor look at us smiling-.- both of us dun even know who were they.

13march
morning training 8am-11am, noon 2pm-4pm, at REPUBLIC POLY. its damn tiring~ after training still go library do homework till night. what a day~

14march
suppose to have training like yesterday again but the court was occupied for a competition. mrlim said he paid 300bucks for the court but the RP basketball player told us he book the court for the whole week and whole day-.- what shit. so went eating and called mrlim. he say noon training at sch, like wth~ its so damn hot! 2pm to 4pm! the hottest period of the day! we're gonna be roasted -.-

10march
went to NYP for a visit. its boring for me~ nothing to explore about cause all the schools they brought us to wasn't what i wanted. but i still gain something~ a movie voucher! haha

after that went for the movie premiere "SLAM"
adidas sponsored us for the movie premiere. the spokesman of the adidas told us to go out and say the 600 of us present this night is the 1st to catch this movie "SLAM" in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD. lol took photos with team adidas and singapore u18 team. after that went home and we're dead beat-.-

11march
went to school this morning for social studies remedial. after that stayed in school awhile before going to cwp and eat lunch. after lunch went home and straight after i bath i have to leave the house again-.- cause training is at SBC and we have to meet at 3.30 for a bus to bring us there.

trained with the 'old boys'. played 5on5 with them. im very glad with my performance today. i'll maintain this through out the national rounds!

back home and im damn tired.
going to sleep now~ tata

it seems like i always blog every alternate day=x
here goes!

yesterday had PE lesson. ran 1.6km in...6.15min? forgt~
mrlim forgt im injured so i continued running and during running he cheer me=x well then the run is over, he came to me and said he forgt im injured. LOL!
nvm~ it hurts after the run, but i cant resist exercising~

after school stay ard in school for awhile before going home. changed and went to SGG's hse. hc and i took the same bus but we didn't see each other till we reached the stop. we're like 3 seats away-.- well walk to sgg's hse and found her alone preparing the stuffs. tried to find something i can help with but... =x so went to the living room and play PSP while waiting for the others. after playing awhile thought we're so bad so hc and i went to ask her what we could help. told us to peel the quail eggs(joshua said its ostrich egg-.-). after that everyone came in 1 by 1. and finally its time to eat! shannon came back home awhile and left.

finish eating, went to living room and play PSP again =x sgg got mahjong table for us to play mahjong. boonhong and jiahao clean up with sgg.

played mahjong till 12am before going home. some played "the game of life" with sgg.
reached home and i fell to the bed straight after washing my legs-.- i walk home all the way from marsiling!

had training today. a lil running, so didn't feel any pain for my back.
went up the hall to see the rehearsal of the public performance.
after that went eating and home straight away. reached home, lied on the floor. waiting for someone to msg me. so tired i feel like sleeping straight away, but i felt sticky so i took a bath 1st and slept all the way from 1plus to 8pm. woke up had dinner and started posting. going to do my stuffs now. seeya everyone! byebye! (:

went to the polyclinic early in the morning for a check up on my back bone. took xrays and it turns out that i torn my muscle~ its bad enough already though. i cant exercise for 2 weeks!! means i cant make it on time for the national's 1st round! holy shit! and the 1st round may even end with me still on medical excused..but i don't think i'll care much. just play when there's match. cause i don wan to regret when it's my last year.

well after that went back to school. reach school at about 12.50pm. 5mins more to the end of the lesson and lunch break time. its dumb going into the class sit down and stand up greet teacher-.- after that it's DNT lesson. thought mrRAVIN would be around so i could get help for my DNT folio(im behind time like hell shit!). mrRAVIN happened to be away from school for AEM-.- so no choice~ waste another 3 periods of DNT lessons. this coming march holiday i'll bring my folio to the basketball camp we're gonna have in school. rush my folio till im on path with the others.

after school i stayed in school till mrLIM came. its time for the 4km run! but i cant run cause doctor say i have to stay away from exercise for 2weeks to heal the muscle. so i became the time keeper for the rest. after that went back home and get change before going to SGG's hse to bake minghong's birthday cake.

its so fun baking a cake! im gonna do more baking! =DD
jeremy jiechoong jiahao hongchiong boonhong and myself were here at sgg's hse to bake the cake. joshua couldn't make it cause her mum don't allow him to do so.
jeremy and boonhong went home straight after baking the cake.
after baking the cake we played games. twister with shannon(sgg's sister) jiahao hongchiong. and after that played bingo with the rest.

after bingo jiechoong went home. sgg drive me home to get my stuffs and back to her hse and stay over with honghchiong and jiahao. i using shannon's laptop now, she's making some kinda card for her JC's friends.

well then im gonna end here now.
good night everyone! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGHONG!!

yesterday night went to library to study amaths for today's test. but sad to say, im think im still gonna flung it =x
today after school went to SBC for training. juniors played the ISIBL league versus PHS and they won by 2 points! good job guys(:
after training came back woodlands ate and come home.
its boring but thats all for today.
seeya (:

yesterday was a fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun day!
went to library to study in the afternoon. studied amaths and emaths. after studying went to eat KFC before going home. reach home and done something for my dad before leaving to hardcourt at woodgrove.
when i reached, jiechoong jeremy hongchiong joshua boonhong minghong were already playing basketball with SGG, sgg's sis and her 2 friends. sat there awhile before i started joining in and had funnnnn!!!!!!
its a great night. its been long playing basketball like that, not caring about any procedures. doing lots of stupid stuns~ haha its fun! thanks SGG for organising!

today went to meet fionne at her hse to pass her the birthday present mingquan jiahao boonhong minghong hongchiong and myself got for her. they paid the money, hongchiong and me bought the present. hope our decision is good =x

nowadays back damn pain. hope i got time to go see doctor soon enough. if not i'll be paralyzed-.-

went to SBC(singapore basketball centre). the final is for b boys northzone is the last game. hell it shld have been us sweating and running around! ARGH! what's done is done. past is not equal to the future! we'll do our best in the nationals and get back what we deserved!

came back school and celebrated chaojian's birthday. ytd's his birthday though~
cake smashing started-.- lucky i kena a little bit only lol!

came home and played PSP before i bath. fell asleep on the bed awhile after playing PSP, before bathing=x looks like im tired huh~ haha so gonna sleep early today.

byebye everyone! (:

friday, feb 29

today's the 3rd and 4th placing game for northzone. won it with 68-57. mrlim keep saying he's disappointed with our performance today, and to be frank i lower downs my morale. although its, true that we've made lots of mistakes in the game today, but during the game he was like, dunno how to say it out but it just makes me feel like giving up basketball.

after match went home to change and met bh at cwp. he passed me some cash for brother fionne's birthday present and left for his relative's hse. hc come straight after bh left but they didn't see each other i think. Waited jiahao, minghong and mq. mq and mh didn't ans the phone. so left jiahao but he'll be very late. so hc and i decided to go have our dinner 1st and we met aug and friends. ate dinner with them while waiting for jiahao. well because of the bloody terrorist that is still at large, the checkpoint was so jammed that jiahao cant make it on time, so hc and i left to amk hub ourself to buy fionne's present. bought a bag and we thought since 6 people is sharing the present, its like too little? so we walked around amk hub upteennnnnnnn times till we saw our great NDP friends! wanyin and monica! so we walk with them to buy their stuffs for their Cambodia trip this coming tuesday and after that went to eat at mos burger. wait for joyce till 11plus, our friends went home 1st~ when joyce came, she's with her friends. reach cwp and they bought something to eat. after that went home lo~ lol

Saturday, mar 01

met up with joyce and hc to go to amk hub, again. this time to replace my defective ezlink card. joyce and hc went to bought a birthday present for me, a bagpack! replacing the card takes sometime so we had to wait for about 1hr30mins plus, so called jeremy and guys to come find us at amk hub. the 3 of us had nothing to do and hc and i was hungryyyy, so we went to eat fish&co.! we're prepared for the price to be more then 10 cause we called and ask jianhuang but we're not prepared to finish the food and still remain hungry for the steamboat later-.- nevertheless we finished the food and jeremy and guys came. to be exact there's jeremy, joshua, jiahao, minghong, huiqi, fionne. when they came, plans change. lol instead of going to bugis and eat steamboat, they decided to eat fish&co. too! haha so while they're eating, hc joyce and myself went to do something before i go collect my ezlink card. haha! secret =x

after everyone finish eating, we went to orchard. jiahao said he wants to take a few look on some clothes, so we went to wisma 1st. in the end, i bought a baseball tee from TOPMAN and huiqi bought 3tee, 1 for me 2 for minghong as birthday present! haha THANKYOU! after that we went to paragon awhile and back to woodlands we go!

we're late~! =x so the movie ''L change the world" started. we missed the movie, so we decided to catch "meet the spartans'' ! its a funny show la. although is lame but it sure is humorous! the show last for about an hour only-.- after the movie, we stood outside cwp and chit chat till jiechoong jeremy jianhuang came. the caught "L change the world" at a diff timing. after that continued chit chatting till 12plus. joshua was half asleep. he sit on the floor and hug his knee to sleep-.- so everyone went home after that. fionne wanted to walk home so i accompanied her home. it also means to walk way pass my block you know! im such a nice guy~ HAHA! worried that something might happen to her la, so pei her go home 1st before i go home myself.

reach home and within 30mins, after wash up and everything, im found sleeping on the bed like i never before~ lol!

woke up this morning, cant rmb what i've miss. i just felt something i've not done but i just cant rmb, till now-.-

going to library to study and do my homework now~ at ard 6pm going to play basketball if there's no rain.

well then seeya everyone! (:

its FIONNE's birthday today!

wanted to give her a BIG hug i promised her after school but she went for maths remedial.
stayed back after school waiting for the others that went for the remedial too and told her after remedial thn i giv her the hug and she's gone straight after the remedial ends-.- so too bad i'll have to giv her the BIG hug and the present on saturday when we go out to eat tgt.

today's assembly eat into our PE lesson timing. its usually this way on day4 of our time table. assembly people alot crap to talk that takes away our time-.- some people may like it but some people like me hate it. im not lazy bums that likes to sit there whole day and not exercise. those that hates exercise will die of obese for not wanting to exercise! well~ so mrlim let us back to class early and settle down for next lesson. but before that, we told him it's fionne's birthday and the whole cohort sang a birthday song for her. after that mrlim asked her who her besties is and jiechoong sabo jeremy! haha! and jeremy did a solo chinese version birthday song to fionne! haha!! after that everyone went back and basketballers stayed back to meet mrlim. talk about giving us a treat on monday after the prize giving ceremony for the northzone and the training plan for the upcoming 1week march holiday.

after that was normal school day except for maths lesson. mrRAVIN say he want to give me and ahboon a lil more time to study before we take our math test, so we're gonna take it tml instead of today. so mrRAVIN gave us each, a set of maths worksheet and told us to do it for the 2 periods of time at the library. time flies~ abit of staring here and there, abit of chit chat, 2 periods is gone. manage to complete about 80-90% of the worksheet that mrRAVIN given only=x

amaths lesson after sitting outside the library for 2 periods, ahboon went home as he dropped POA, so he can leave the school whenever the period is the last period of the day.

after school jiechoong jeremy joshua went for their maths remedial while hongchiong minghong and jiahao stay in their class(not sure doing what). i went to the canteen and weiyang called me to go out to the coffee shop to eat as he were out there. went out with jianhuang samuel kenneth and tungsheng to have our lunch there~ after lunch came back to school and started doing homework. i completed all my amaths homework! after i owe it for so long =x

when we're ready to leave the school, its raining. walk to the bus stop that was sheltered all the way from our school gate but cross the road over to the other side as the queue was too long. waited like almost half an hour and we cross over to the other side again and finally a bus came!

reach home, bath and now computering. going to sleep soon.
p.s. notice i always blog when im going to sleep ehh=x

tml's the 3rd and 4th placing game with chungchenghigh(yishun). same opponent as the 2nd round. suddenly felt so regret that we lost the game yesterday. had so much supporter came and we lost it. tml we're gonna get none-.-
well just have to take the game down! 4th placing is the least placing i wan to get for my northzone competition-.- so no matter what, WE WILL WIN!

well i'll end here tonight.
so goodnight everyone!

lets talk about yesterday 1st.

this year is my most memorable birthday! i received the best present in my life, a new edition adidas watch! i receieved the biggest cake in my life, baked by kenneth and his gf shuluan! i've got another cake from huiqi my SGG! she sweet okay! she baked a banana chocolate cake! my 1st time eating this kind of cake and it taste WONDERFUL! THANKYOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING THIS DAY MY MOST MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY!! THANKYOU!!!!!! :DD
after school i skiped amaths remedial to meet my friends for a treat for my birthday. treat my stephanie! thankyou ah!
went eating soeulgarden. chit chat here chit chat there, we've got lots of things to talk about. after seoul, they went to checkpoint to play pool. i went home to change before i go meet them and then i played till 11pm thn go home-.-
reach home and i went to bed straight, feeling totally tired~
before i talk about today, must announce that TANWEIYANG is the 1st one to wish me happybirthday at 12sharp! THANKYOU BROTHER! (:


today is the semi final! and guess what! WE LOST -.- its our 1st lost, but it didn worry me much. i gave my best for today, i had no regrets(and i felt great blocking the two singaporeyouth CENTRE!). must really thank the school for supporting us. they cheered us on even though we lost the game. i hear alot people shouting my name during the game but i dunno who it was-.- thanks for the support people, thankyou (:

reach school and we went to admiralty KFC to eat. spent quite a long time there talking about the match that just ended, discussing about how we lost the game, about what mistake we made. after that went home and took a bath and here i am blogging! last thing i wan to say before i go, im dead beat -.-!

shall not blog today. update tml (:

going to sleep now for tml's semi final. goodnights!

won chungchenghigh(yishun) today~
after that stayed back there to watch SengKang vs Presbyterian. phs wan leading most of the time by sad thing to say, they lost the lead at the last minute and that cost them the game. now there're out of the competition, leaving sengkang to be our semi final opponent. couldn't believe phs lost, i support them! stupid sengkang people so act. this coming wednesday is the semi final and we must beat him!

heard from mrlim that mrskok agree to him that a whole level will be supporting us for semi final and final. wonder which level will come and im nervous, scared cant perform.

tml's my birthday! wonder what i'll get for my birthday o.O
seeya!

stayed home all day long today.
all i did was watch anime, watch my games video, drink and eat.

thats my life when im broke or not going out~
boring~

finally it's night time. time to sleep. time for a new day to start.
tomorrow's the last game for quarter finals. mrlim said they might purposely want to lose to us and if so, score more thn 100pts. if they really want to lose to us purposely, than i really want to thrash the shit out of them! hope semi-finals comes on friday? thn we can use wednesday for the final conditioning before the game, and before we enter the nationals.

i'll end here tonight.
goodnight everyone(:

HERO - MariahCarey
There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

The Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Just hold on, there will be a tomorrow.
And in time you'll find the way.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
That a hero lies in you.

its the 1st day of adam khoo's "I am gifted so are you" workshop. i have so many things to blog but my computer is 'out of battery'. some people might know that there's a battery inside the CPU and some may not, that battery died on me today-.- i didn realise this is the cause of my comp breakdown till i ask mrclement lim for help and it work! :DD

wednesday, 20feb
learn alot today. the workshop is really damn fun! so fun that i hope it would go on for another 3days. we're of all the groups, the privilege one. MrAdamKhoo himself came to teach us at the workshop when he just touch down to Singapore yesterday. its was due to shortage of trainers. as mrskok said, he could just say he's tired and send other trainers to come but he did not, he come to teach us instead.
told us about his life story, taught us few stuffs before i went for my northzone competition with jiechoong and joshua. when we came back from the competition, its was a lady trainer called Pamela. she's nice~ gave us a warm welcome back with applause also for winning the match. she is 1 funny and cute lady (:
at night after dinner came another trainer. thats their system ~ 3 diff trainers a day, morning afternoon night. the trainer's name is WeoiTang. he's a hell joker!! liked him the most. his jokes were damn great and realistic! but we cant stay the whole night listening to his jokes, so down to proper business. even thought its time to learn new stuffs for us, he gave examples that makes us laugh like hell man! he's a very humorous guy i must say!

thursday, 21feb
today started off with Pamela as usual learn new study skills, which is what we're here for. nothing much to say but had lots of fun thought out. after lunch came AdamKhoo~ today's lecture is so noisy, shall not say who group(s), people behind were so damn noisy. Adam seems very furious today but his main purpose is to let us know how actually bad we are treating our parents. even thought i went through lots of crisis and learn alot then anyone else in the room, i cried too. not cry as in baby cry la, drop tears~~
shall not say much as there're people who haven't go to the course yet, so i'll try not to leak anything out.WeoiTang came at night time and taught us about how to set our goals. everyone wrote down out life paths we wanted before we went back home for a goodnight sleep~

friday, 22feb
Pamela started the day as well, follow by WeoiTang and Adam. went for northzone competition with joshua only this time, halfway through Pamela's lecture. missed whole of WeoiTang's session. could not enjoy the fun during his session was a lost lost lost~ Adam taught us all how to tackle our exam questions and taught us how to plan our time management to get straight As for our O'level. after that was the closing ceremony. some parents were here some were not, mine's not. as i see people going out to say what they want to tell their parents, others sitting down some cried. i almost cried when 1 guy went up, shall no name him out. he had a same incident as me with my dad. guess yourself who he is~ :P
after the ceremony, took some photos and went to admiralty and eat before sending fionne home with jeremy boonhong joshua. jiechoong was very tired so he went him 1st. after that we took cab to home sweet home~

today, 23feb
went to training early in the morning. so tired yesterday so woke up late today. reach school at around 8.45am started video watching till around 12plus 1 and play a 5v5 game against the pioneer batch seniors. halfway through i played for their team.
after training went to eat and come back home. last thing before i go, i went to sleep after i post this XPP

im down with flu and abit of fever.
tml's the game with yiochukang, im definitly not going to perform.
hell i just hope that i'll recover fast.

in the game, i just cant really perform. why? why can't i do what i always do during training?
whenever i ask myself this, i rmb what mrong told me when i was sec2, "training 一条龙, 打match 一条虫. " its so true. i just always cant perform as well as i do for my training during the games. i just hope i can complete a goal i had for this year's basketball competition, to score more than 20 points in a game once. just once will do for me~

its bored at home. got nothing to do so spent the whole afternoon creating this blog. not gonna blog often but i'll do when i have time(: